I really hate these last few months. It’s been close to 6 months now(the 9th) since my cousin who was basically a brother to me passed away unexpectedly, and that’s been hard on me enough. Then last night I got a phone call that my favorite Aunt in the whole world had to be rushed to the hospital as she wasn’t breathing. Then about 25 or so minutes later I get another phone call that she was gone. This fucking sucks. I feel so bad for her kids man, to lose their mom while they are still really young, I feel bad for my dad who lost one of his sisters, I feel bad for my other Aunt who just lost one of her sons 6 months ago, and now her sister is gone. I hate I’ll never get to laugh and talk to her anymore. She was always so kind. She let me come spend a week or two during the summer since they lived near the lake, it’s some of the best moments of my life and I’ll cherish those forever. Life is way to short, so cherish the moments that you have with your loved ones, don’t put off seeing people, and make time for them, because you never know if you’ll get another chance.