I’m broken this morning. One of my cousins, who was like a brother to me died. This honestly is just hard to process. I hung out with him a lot, almost weekly, maybe more. I don’t even know how to handle all of this, it’s honestly just the worst feeling right now. These last few years have really sucked, losing so many people I’m close to. No idea why this had to happen.
due I'm heartbroken for you. Condolences to you and your family. Try to stay strong.I’m broken this morning. One of my cousins, who was like a brother to me died. This honestly is just hard to process. I hung out with him a lot, almost weekly, maybe more. I don’t even know how to handle all of this, it’s honestly just the worst feeling right now. These last few years have really sucked, losing so many people I’m close to. No idea why this had to happen.
I’m thinking it might be time I finally consider therapy, it’s costly, but I think I need it. My depression already been a problem, but dammit I’m not holding up well at all. Why the fuck did Jason have to die so damn young, it just isn’t fucking fair. It’s just horrible. It’s been 2 weeks and I still can’t get that god damn phone call out of my head.
I just gotta find one that’s affordable, but also good. Probably has to be an online one also, since I wouldn’t really probably be able to go see anyone in person. But like, these last two weeks man have been such a fucking roller coaster of emotions. Just what sucks with these online ones, from what I’ve seen is they can’t like prescribe any medication. So I’d still probably need to see a doctor for that if need me.It will do you wonders, trust me.
I just gotta find one that’s affordable, but also good. Probably has to be an online one also, since I wouldn’t really probably be able to go see anyone in person. But like, these last two weeks man have been such a fucking roller coaster of emotions. Just what sucks with these online ones, from what I’ve seen is they can’t like prescribe any medication. So I’d still probably need to see a doctor for that if need me.
I’ve heard bad things about better help. Idk if any of it’s true. I remember and I believe @Bobby Barrows talked about them once, and he talked about the stuff he heard.