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Yeah, so this these last couple of months have been rough for me as mentioned before, but lucky I began going back to therapy and she has helped me a lot in the recent month especially with me being negative all of the time. So pretty much she has/is helping me to be less...Hipster/Snobbish I suppose you could say. And by that, I mean she has been helping get over the thing where I am like "Well, I liked them before everyone and blah blah blah" and then proceeds to hate them once they get big/popular or just generally hating things that popular just for the sake of it like AEW. A lot of it stemed from me having a Superiority Complex and a Controlling Complex as well as a "need" to be different/conflicting for the sake of it so i don't follow the herd which in my mind is a awful thing to do. Thus why I would be an ass/bitch on here or just get pissed off and ignore people. And the fact I am a middle child, I always wanted something that was "mine" and no one elses so that was another reasoing for my attitude. So yeah, I haven been getting better slowly breaking those ways of thinking, which is more painfull then telling Jeff I somewhat like AEW, and trying to be better and not so conflicting, I think is the word to use. So yeah, this all for this update.
Glad you're working on something. And it doesn't mean you HAVE to be a big fangirl of something like AEW because the extreme would also be bad, but I can imagine how it can contribute to a negative mood, falling out because you see other people like it and it isn't something "Yours" anymore (or letting the dumbass fans ruin it) instead of enjoying the fact that you have something to share with people, you know? There was a reason why you liked it in the first place, maybe just others are realizing it too?