Sorry to hear about the loss, brother.
I grew up in a big pet family, my whole life we had pets so I'll try to only mention the important ones. Warning, they have some of the worst names you'll ever read. That'll probably lighten up the thread a bit. Lol
I had a rabbit named Philip who died like 2 years ago and that hurt so much. He was the first pet I had that was really mine and not the whole families and I was super close with him. I grew up with a dog named Nicky who was the best dog ever so it sucked when she died but we still have her son, Fatso (named by my sisters ex long before she was a married mother) and he lives up to her standards. I actually found out I was allergic to dogs some time ago but I still make sure to pet him when my sister brings him over because he's awesome. We had to get our other dog, Amelia put down awhile back but she was sick for a really long time so I felt at peace with that.
We had countless cats run away and stuff I guess throughout my whole life but I never really cared about them. Kaiba (named after the Yu Gi Oh character) is the only one that really saddened me. We've had her son, Kitten (original name, I know) and Monty (named after the dad in a Tyler Perry movie...) for a long time now so I imagine when they go, much like when Fatso's time comes I'll be pretty sad.