Unsure who is still around from WF, but howdy. I forgive you if you forgot about this Anna Kendrick loving weirdo.
I honestly can't remember when I last played Mafia, and I always make promises I can't keep, but I would like to try to play at least one game this year. If not play, then at least host something. People used to enjoy my games (I think), but I have totally forgot how to do set-ups. I mostly just wanted to make this post to apologise. I never did live up to my 'Best New Player' award or whatever it was. The timing was impeccable, I got burnt out, and maybe the pressure of playing proved to be too much. I have never been shy about my mental health issues, and I used to talk with
@Curry a lot about it in the past. Always wanted to play but mentally I would get really anxious and hate playing.
I just want you guys to know I never forgot about the good times. I never forgot about the people I met. The memories. You helped me through a slew of very low points in my life keeping me distracted. Giving me confidence (even in a text-based game). I won't forget that. I never did think of myself as any good at Mafia, but at least I tried. I made some blunders and threw some games, but it was all in good fun. I have always wanted to play a game but a combination of being busy and mental health issues has always stopped me. The 'Scared Coward' thing used to be a funny joke, but it was actually a pretty real feeling for me. I would avoid WF in the past because I was in a game. I think I look at it differently than some people, took it too seriously perhaps. Mafia is a very confrontational game, so makes sense.
This post was a rambling, but I hope I made some sense. Hope all you guys are well.