Y'all make me wanna puke and and then drink until I puke some more with all this soft lovey dovey bullshit. Just know that I hate you all, but at the end of the day y'all are my favorite group of people to hate. Call me a sensitive asshole ONE MORE TIME fuckers and see what happens
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In all seriousness though, I love pretty much everyone here. There's a couple people I could live without, but this is life. When I left for a while earlier this year, suddenly and without saying anything, I was in a pretty bad place mentally and emotionally. I decided the only way I was gonna change was to isolate myself from as much of the world as possible, so for a few months I stopped talking to pretty much everyone I could outside my immediate family, and even with them I didn't mention anything about it. I quit drinking so much (so down from like a 6 pack and a couple shots every morning after work to like a 12 pack every month and an occasional drink with dinner), and while I don't think it's really helped all that much, I'm at least not so broke and I'm probably more healthy. Anyway, I decided to finally come back when I felt like I was gone way too long and started to miss some of the people here. And when I got back on here and read some of the messages, it was very heartwarming and somewhat surprising to see how many people actually truly cared about me when I was gone. And it hurt, because I never intended to make anyone worry or anything like that. I just needed some time for myself to get in a better mental place. So to anyone who was worried, I truly am sorry. And to anyone who is going through a similar thing, where you feel alone or not good enough for anyone or whatever, just know that that's not the case. It may sound cliche, but it's the truth. And it may surprise you just who or how many people there are in your life who legitimately do care about you.
Now then, for the tags, and the original purpose for all of this. What I will remember y'all for. In no real order.
@JacobFox I believe was the first person to message me on here to welcome me, and compliment me on my name/avatar (once upon a time, when I was trolling the old Skype group, and joined as Rainbow Dash Wilder with a Brony Club avatar lol). One of the friendliest and realest people on here, if not the most. Much love, Jakey, thanks for everything you do and for just being a pal. I hope one day we get to share a round of brandy and some dinner together
@Solidus I will remember you for still owing me a game of pool (we're 5-5 still, don't think I wasn't keeping track :emoji_wink
. Seriously though, I will remember you for being an all around pretty decent dude, and for being the person with whom my relationship has changed probably the most. When I first got here (well after the troll phase) I was a dick to you and Brit, pretty much for no reason other than me being generally angry with the world at the time. You messaged me to tell me to quit being a dick to your wife. And ironically enough, I'm probably more of a dick to her now and you're fine with it because it's funny now. Weird how the world works sometimes. Oh and thanks for the site. Without it being here still, we wouldn't have this discussion right now and I wouldn't get to know what everyone really thinks of me.
@Solid Snake I will remember you for being one of the biggest helps every time I have needed it. I am very happy that we have the friendship we do. You have always been there for me, and I hope you know that I would be more than happy to be there for you if you ever needed it. I shall also remember you for having dogs. Because everyone is gonna remember the cat thing, but the dogs don't seem to get nearly as much love as they should.
@Jonny Nostradamus I fuckin love you bro. The only forum member who I've met in real life, obviously gonna remember that. You've always been a great dude to talk to, and a better friend. bloodlusT 2 tha death, brother.
(sorry if these are getting shorter. I don't wanna repeat myself too much, and I'm also getting tired as fuck)
Speaking of bloodlusT...
@Black Wizard Possibly my oldest friend on here, and possibly the one who knows the most about me. Will never forget any of the times we've had together, whether it was in our frequent conversations or our time reigning supreme in the fed, you're one of the greatest people I've had the pleasure of knowing. It's a shame we don't talk as much anymore, but that's definitely understood as that's what happens as life goes on and we get older and such. (Also, if you do ever have both the time and the urge, LDW is waiting with open arms any time. Hit me up :emoji_slight_smile
@Beavie I remember back when you were so much of a goody-goody that you wouldn't even say the tamest of swears lol. We've definitely had our ups and downs, and there's probably still more times that we disagree than those where we agree. We are polar opposites in almost every way imaginable. But at the end of the day, I'm proud to call you a true friend. We've been through a bunch of shit together and made it through, and the amount of good times we've had with each other far outweighs the bad. You know I'll always have your back, bro, when it comes to it. As far as what you'll be remembered for, well I'm pretty sure it's everything e-fed related. From the hour that we improvved an entire podcast in character and sang Danger Zone, to all the great ideas we've come up with together, to getting to watch you grow with your writing ability from cringy jobber comedy scrub to fucking beast. Plus, you're Best Girl Beav. PS Bring back Bayler
@Seto-san Ah yes, that whole long period where we were both just sorta shitty to each other because we didn't really like each other. I'm glad we finally started to "get" each other, because you are now one of my favorite people to chat about wrestling with, and I may even look forward to wrestling even more every week because it gives us a chance to chat even more in the Live Discussions (@the rest of you people y'all know those are still things, right? Cuz it's usually just me and Seth with a little Jacob sprinkled in for all these things nowadays. Though not that there's anything wrong with that :emoji_slight_smile
I'm actually thankful for AEW, because I feel like that was a pretty solidifying bond for us. Yknow, like how we both saw the toxic fanbase and were both like "nah man, fuck that, I just wanna enjoy all the wrestlings, not just one" lol. So for that, I guess AEW has at least done one good thing. Anyway, you are a super cool dude, and I look forward to making you laugh with my obscure references, and you reluctantly being amused. Forever bros, bro.
@Grievous 3D You and me will never see eye to eye on wrestling, probably even in the slightest way. And the majority of the time we never have. And we have certainly had our share of disagreements as far as that topic goes. But aside from wrestling, you and I have always been pretty cool. I will definitely remember you most for your writing, as I loved the KOTH tournament, and will always be the biggest fan of what you do with Project Godflesh (fite me, Kevin. And while you're at it, make me a sandwich :emoji_heart_eyes:. Beyond that though, there have been numerous times where you have reached out to me to make sure I was alright or to check up on me when I didn't seem the greatest, and for that I will forever be genuinely grateful. People can say all they want about you and your creepy Charlotte obsession, I love you regardless dude. It would be an honor to have a drink with you, my friend
@Just Kevin You and I have interacted much less than one would think. Most of the time just destroying Brit's notifications with nonsense on her statuses lol. But through the few times we have talked seriously or directly, I've always felt like I was just talking to one of my friends rather than "some dude on the internet", if that makes sense. You're a cool dude, super chill and super smart (even if I don't find your political affiliation with the Beaver Party to be a wise one
). Though it may be recent at the time of writing this, I will always remember when you went out of your way to give me career advice. It may seem small to you, especially considering I ended up not taking your advice at the last minute, but it was very meaningful to me, and your words made me consider my choice even more than my own family's. Keep being a cool motherfucker, dude. And thank you for the compliment of being a giant asshole :emoji_slight_smile:
@Wolf Priestess You have the biggest heart out of pretty much anyone I've ever met, and I don't think anyone on here would disagree with me. We've had some great times, whether it was our text conversations, the RP thing like you mentioned, the many times you helped to cheer me up, or any of the other many times we've had together. I am so glad to call you a close friend, and words can't express how relieved I was when I came back and saw that you had returned. I could pick a bunch of things to remember you by, but truth is, I'll probably remember you by them all. Always love ya, wifey :emoji_slight_smile:
@The Reagmaster I'll remember you for being a British piece of shit with a stupid caterpillar mustache xD. In all seriousness, we've known each other for a super long time. Long enough to span 3 different forums and long ago enough that the JBL and Cole show was still relevant. You're probably one of only a few people on here that was there for me in my time when I was homeless. We've got more than a few memories between us, and while we've always (until recently) had our "feud" on the various places we've been together, I don't know that we've honestly ever actually had a single legitimate problem with each other, and it is always super entertaining talking to you. I can't wait for the day when we're both not being either lazy or busy and we actually get to do our shitty podcast. Love you, dude.
@I'll See Ya Kia You'll probably read this super far in the future, if you do ever read this. But you reached out to me in a rough time when no one else did, because I think at the time even I myself didn't know how rough a time I was going through. Even though we only spoke for a couple weeks, I still consider you a good friend and a good person, and I often think back to our conversations and they put a smile on my face. I hope wherever you are, whatever you're doing, that you are as happy as you deserve to be.
@Red Rain I don't know why we're friends, but I'm glad we are. I will always remember our mostly fake "feud". Good fuckin times man. I will also always remember how irrationally upset I get when you censor yourself lol. But any times we get to talk, be it about life or wrestling, it is always a great conversation. You're one of my favorite deep thinkers in this place. Never change
@King Of Armageddon You've put up with a surprising amount of my drunken bullshit, and have always been super cool to me regardless, so thank you. If you're reading this, I hope you are succeeding in doing what you need to do, and I wish you the best of luck with all of it. Best regards to you and your family.
@bullyballmm You're a pretty cool dude when you wanna be lol. I'm real glad almost any time I get to joke around or just shoot the shit with you. You're a great Aussie, and a cool motherfucker. Hope you're doing well, bro.
@InsaneAlphaBeta I'll remember your dedication to everything you do, whether it is the rate threads, the Wednesday Night War thread, or pretty much any other project you start. You put your full heart into all of it, and I respect the fuck out of that, dude.
@Randy Borton bless
@Y2JCake I miss you. When you come back for good, I can't wait to talk to you again. Also, if you come back any time soon, you should consider changing your name to Red Velveteen Dream xD. Regardless of whether you actually do or not, I do hope you come back, and I hope you are doing well wherever you are now.
@Jeffry Fucking Mason Dude, you're a cool motherfucker, probably the coolest motherfucker there is. Don't ever change. I hope to also have a drink with you. Preferably this weekend.
If I missed anyone, I'm truly sorry. I did this mostly off the top of my head, and as pretty much all of you know, memory has never been my strong suit. Just know that I love you all, and this place truly is like a second family.
Anyways, I guess it's back to being an asshole now, since that's what so many of you fuckers seem to remember me for xD.
