No, you got one of your roles randomly and on that night it was ascetic. It applied automatically.
And yeah you would have lost everything regardless.
That makes me feel better. I thought maybe I might have screwed up if I had a choice. Good to know.
Shame I didn't get to see the full potential of the role, but in a way I think it made me focus on just making reads based on play. I worry about role usage far too much.