This is going to sound so wanky. Fair warning
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So I'm starting something seriously for the first time in nearly ten years - and not just something I wanted to try on a whim. I'm currently planning through it and trying to focus on the idea of: if it's not a "Fuck Yes" I want to write this - it's a no. So I had an idea for a match that I wasn't excited to write - it wasn't that it felt like a grind to write, but I couldn't find a character piece to bring out of it, or a cool match of styles, or just an exciting viewpoint. I take of the view of "I'm excited about this because..." and if I can't find a compelling reason, it's a change of plans.
This is because - if I, as the person closest to it, don't find it fun or exciting, the person reading will not. So what's the point. That's my perspective at the moment, so you likely will never see me post anything further ahah!