I'm taking a week long break from the forum. I'm not happy on here. I've been constantly depressed, reverting back to old self and not being social to anyone. It also feels like my anger issues are my alcoholism's getting worse to a point that I simply don't care anymore as it's becoming self-destructive to me. I want to apologize for yesterday as it feels like that I've reached the boiling point which is why I'm taking a step back. I want to say that I love you all. Until we need again. Y'all have a nice day.