A couple years back I had a panic attack on my first day of School and it set me off for the next nearly 4 years now, Up until January this year I NEVER left the house, I would not go on a bus myself, I had a panic attack on a 10 minute train ride, When I was 11 (when it first came up) until I was like 13 I would panic if my older sister would go out to a club or something because I feared she would get murdered or something like the most ridiculous things, My wrestling in real life has changed things a lot, In a matter of 8 months I have went from having a panic attack on a 10 minute train with my family to after a show being in the middle of Glasgow myself at 1am and maing my way to the train station and getting a 15 minute train home myself. Things are getting better in some ways and much worse in other things (school mainly). I think this small discussion goes back to the point where online friends are better than real life friends for some people, I cannot speak to ANYONE about my Anxiety, I have a person in my school who inst a teacher or anything but helps me through these things and stuff and she is leaving this Friday and I need to get a new worker of some I dont even know so its pretty hard and outside of that I can't talk to friends or anything yet I feel comfortable talking to someone on the internet on a wrestling forum. Weird stuff aint it.