I guess I just look at things differently, cause he could be far worse. I’m always hard on myself, and blame myself for lots of shit I probably shouldn’t, but I can’t help it. I apologize all the time for stuff that people aren’t even upset about with me as well. It’s not looking for pity or sympathy, it’s just how certain people brains are wired. You deal with mental problems, but not the same ones he does, so you can’t understand his brain, just like someone who doesn’t deal with what you do can’t understand your brain. Like I get it, I’m sure it’s gets annoying, and tiring, just like I’m sure my friends get with me sometimes, but take it from someone who’s just like him, we wish we could turn it off. I’m not saying that you have to like him. But understand like I said, it’s not something he does just to do it.