The chat thread

[Lady Deathbane]

I'm sorry.

 

[Solid Snake]

but she was the one that did all of that, she just used me as a decoy

 

[Solid Snake]

so am I. I mean I realy cared about her

 

[Lady Deathbane]

There's no helping the people who refuse to help themselves.

 

[Black Wizard]

I'm so grateful just to be alive, really. I thought about killing myself so many times in my teen years. I had plans on how to do it, I knew places were I would do it. But I "chickened out" in my mind every time, and I'm so glad I did

 

[Solid Snake]

exactly and it took me many years to understand that

 

[Indy]

All wrestling fans are pretty much all kinds of fucked up, I feel like lol

 

[Solid Snake]

deep down you felt like you were worth something and you were worthy of life, never lose that.

 

[Lady Deathbane]

I contemplated suicide a lot in my teens. It's just a lot of feelings happening at one time. The first time I cut myself is when I found that my boyfriend that I lost my virginity to cheated on me.

 

[Lady Deathbane]

And one boyfriend I had who was black, my mom threatened to deport my back to the Philippines if I didn't stop seeing him.

 

[Solid Snake]

I used thing think I was one of very few who used to cut in my teens and the more I see, the more it happens. It is all too common. I never did it with the intent to kill myself but I could always handle physical pain easier than emotional pain so it was a release and no one ever understood that.

 

[Lady Deathbane]

She was convinced the money I had been spending on our grunge band for instruments went to drugs simply because the leader was black.

 

[Black Wizard]

I never ended up cutting myself, or anything. I never felt like that would do anything for me. I was gonna just jump straight to suicide.

 

[Solid Snake]

gotta love stereotyping. i honestly think that is a big reason racism still exists

 

[Solid Snake]

I hate knowing people feel that badly to want to end their life

 

[Lady Deathbane]

She still makes racial comments and I'll admit, it triggers me every time. I get so mad whenever she does.