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I can't stop.
This is supposed to be a serious thread and I'm looking for serious solutions to my 'serious' problem. When I was a kid, I discovered Masturbation. However I was told that I would get hairy palms and turn blind if I masturbated too often.
I never knew about actual sexual intercourse until the age of nine when some friend of mine told me how a man would put his penis into a woman's vagina and how the baby would form. I was too young to understand anything but I laughed, thinking it was probably some joke.
I wasn't curious since the beginning, it seemed normal to me.
Other kids seemed to be excited and felt funny but I wasn't. But that was until I grew older and discovered the beautiful 'Internet'. It definitely spoiled me, I watched porno's and nudity, masturbated as early as eleven years of age. I remember deleting my history and telling my father that some 'pop-up' just popped up when he would catch me with a nude picture on my LCD.
Well, it was alright in the beginning but as I grew older, it became a habit that I would soon regret having.
It's often considered haram in our religion. Although that's a huge debate within the Muslim community, playing with our private parts is in fact considered a 'sin' in Islam. Even with that put on the table, I couldn't stop.
Now it's something that is hard to get rid of. Masturbation has become my favorite past-time, I can't get rid of this awful habit of striking my penis and going back and forth for an erection. Whether I'm watching something or imagining, I just can't stop.
I masturbate like four times a day now. It's horrible and I want to get rid of this.
What should I do?
IS there anything that can divert my attention?
Is there someone else who goes through this the way I do?
This is supposed to be a serious thread and I'm looking for serious solutions to my 'serious' problem. When I was a kid, I discovered Masturbation. However I was told that I would get hairy palms and turn blind if I masturbated too often.
I never knew about actual sexual intercourse until the age of nine when some friend of mine told me how a man would put his penis into a woman's vagina and how the baby would form. I was too young to understand anything but I laughed, thinking it was probably some joke.
I wasn't curious since the beginning, it seemed normal to me.
Other kids seemed to be excited and felt funny but I wasn't. But that was until I grew older and discovered the beautiful 'Internet'. It definitely spoiled me, I watched porno's and nudity, masturbated as early as eleven years of age. I remember deleting my history and telling my father that some 'pop-up' just popped up when he would catch me with a nude picture on my LCD.Well, it was alright in the beginning but as I grew older, it became a habit that I would soon regret having.
It's often considered haram in our religion. Although that's a huge debate within the Muslim community, playing with our private parts is in fact considered a 'sin' in Islam. Even with that put on the table, I couldn't stop.
Now it's something that is hard to get rid of. Masturbation has become my favorite past-time, I can't get rid of this awful habit of striking my penis and going back and forth for an erection. Whether I'm watching something or imagining, I just can't stop.
I masturbate like four times a day now. It's horrible and I want to get rid of this.
What should I do?
IS there anything that can divert my attention?
Is there someone else who goes through this the way I do?
