Well I guess maybe I am just fucked. But there are a couple people that have adapted from internet friend, to friend. And those people are the people that I would care, and would mourn, and would feel bad for if anything happened to them or their family. I may even go as far to say that I would try and go to the funeral and feel bad if I couldnt find the money. But beyond that, it is no skin off my nose, what so ever. I mean sure I have talked to a lot of people on this forum, but nothing past football or wrestling or that kind of thing. So would I mourn the death of them or their family? No. And if you need any proof, well you dont have to look to far.
And also, I dont really feel bad for people in hollywood that die either. Sure it was very unfortunate that Ledger died, but ya know, he was just a character, and he knew what he was getting into when he took the role. Nichelson told him that he had the same knightmares(lol at that) and that he had to go on sleeping pills and almost inadvertently killed himself too. I am supposed to feel bad for that? Unfortunate, yes. But I had never met him nor would I had ever. Same goes for anyone worth reporting that they died. Like Bernie Mac, very unfortunate, he was a good actor, will be missed, but life goes on. Death is a part of life, you cant go through life waiting for someone to die and mourn them, you can mourn some, but going on about it and feeling bad for a long ass time is just whack. My uncle recently died. He died of pancreas cancer. I went to the funeral, I didnt cry, I felt hella bad sitting there with my family, and it was very sad how he died, the whole situation was sad, but after that day of the funeral, I havent had any feelings over it. He was cremated and the ashes were put in keychains we all got, and sometimes I see the keychain on my shelf and think to myself, "poor guy", but thats the extent of it. When I was in the 6th grade, my grandfather died, I didnt even cry at his funeral. Yeah I missed him, still do miss him, but I didnt cry, and I didnt mourn that as much as anyone else in my family either. It was the day of the funeral. My friend died, I did cry at his funeral, he was 21 years old, drowned in a creek after being drunk at a party and two of his asshole friends left him there. Same with my grandpa, I miss him, and its really sad that he died that way, and sometimes I feel bad for not going to the grave site as often as I do, but everything didnt slow down for me after we found him and had the funeral. Sure there were a couple days that we all still hung out and had time off, but yeah.
So yeah there it is, only a couple people that I would care about and you have my complete outlook on death...it happens, life goes on