How many of you cocksuckers..

[CrayJ Lee]

have you ever wasted 2 years of your life to make someone happy?

I am not saying i dont appreciate it, because you keep me realistic, but it hurts so bad some days to see someone so happy when you are so miserable.

AND MOTHERFUCKERS COME AT ME. I would take a banover being human. I see my family happy and im greatful, but do you realise what it's like to look at someone and know you are missing out over what you owe them? I am glad my sister is happy, my brother in law is my brother - but my misery is my own and im fucking serious.

I've been in a relationship (it wasn't two years but it was a year a half), where we grew apart. I was doing everything trying to keep us close together, to keep the relationship going well while I was in college. During that time, he was so much closer to his girl friends than he was to me. That really hurt to see someone I desperately wanted things to work with not give a damn about me. It's not the same situation that you're in, I realize that, but sometimes you just have to let go. I was angry, allowed myself to grieve the relationship and moved on. I've been in relationships that have and haven't worked out since then and that's okay. I have to have experiences in order to know what works for me and what doesn't. We all grow from the situations we're in, for better or for worse, and I wouldn't change a thing.

I'm dead serious - if you ever want to hang out or blow off some steam, you know I live in town. If you need a friend I'm here to listen.

 

[CrayJ Lee]

said the chick who is considering being with her ex. I do respect it but you dont live it.

@Dolph'sZiggler I have been a piece of shit, but keep it real. Am i wrong? Would you be my friend?

I am not looking for pity, but i am looking for some kind of life to be real.

Fair enough. Some things work themselves out and some don't.

 

[Dat Kid1]

Fuck you Aids!

 

[Danielson]

My boys Aids finna wake up in the morning and be like DAMN

 

[RoyalRaven]

I know that feeling all too well , especially when you find someone so perfect!

It breaks my heart sometimes, thinking about some of the amazing women i've met in my life, one in paticular was a really pretty girl who came all the way from Liverpool to visit for my birthday, it was the best day of entire life. Then things happened and we went our seperate ways, but I'#ve honestly never found a woman who made me feel more like a man than she did. Love is a tricky bitch.

 

[Aids Johnson]

I think things like this happen. All you can really do is move on and learn from any mistakes you may have made. Personally, dwelling on the past doesn't do much but make you feel like shit. I'm sorry this is going on for you, but I hope you have lots of fun at your sister's wedding. I personally don't think you're a bad guy, so just keep being you and I think things will fall into place.

lol i didnt mean that terrible shit. Being kind to someone who doesnt deserve it isnt something im accustomed to, im sorry.

 

[Aids Johnson]

are you asking me to go steady??

baby I LOVE YOU!

My boys Aids finna wake up in the morning and be like DAMN

bro i woke up and my first thought was...im gonna be banned, oh god fuck me. I took another pull....
dude my sisters soon to be husband got me this FUCKING LEGIT bourbon. be jelly bro, Aids is riding the drunk train for 48 hours.

 

[Dolph'sZiggler]

I'm still confused by what had you so worked up last night. Was quite hard to follow

 

[Aids Johnson]

also that shit to vp was weak, and for that im sorry...but this thread i hope adds incite on why shit has been rough for like 28 months lol. I came on here to get away from this girl but ended up talking to her during her move and all that, was insanely in love...and lately i dream about her every night too. You can be in love with someone but you can't make them love you back...and for that i apologize to people that i've hurt over this extremely long period of time. If it was up to me i'd be over her in a day, but anytime she mentions me or pm's me to say merry christmas or anything i end up dreaming about how happy i was with her.

There was a point in time where i think i was a good person but that time is long past, and i want to say im thankful for this site and to everyone here for putting up with me at my worst. I've got a dog who needs me and a site who puts up with me, and im thankful for that. Oh and also the girls who sleep with me. You're welcome sleezeballs.

 

[Aids Johnson]

I'm still confused by what had you so worked up last night. Was quite hard to follow

bro im the solo single in the party watching everyone be happy while i drink my scotch. I just came on here to be miserable with other people, and am glad i didnt wake up banned or with people like you hating me.

 

[Aids Johnson]

I should have made this thread with a normal title, i cant buy a post in most of my LR bullshit lol.

 

[Dolph'sZiggler]

so you had an ex gf you aren't over at your sisters wedding??

 

[Farooq]

I can wear my bra and accompany you. I'm sure it'll be close enough to a date.

 

[Aids Johnson]

so you had an ex gf you aren't over at your sisters wedding??

no man i see all these people happy and i drank to the point of being drunk (didnt black out) but within 3 hours of sleep i had a dream where i was with her still man. When that thread with lucid dreams came out i posted it.

I legit dream about this girl every single night and it sucks more dicks than i can tell you buddy. I just hope i didnt go out of line on anyone here, because at least when im here i can get away from it.

 

[Aids Johnson]

I can wear my bra and accompany you. I'm sure it'll be close enough to a date.

bro id love to bring a movie over and watch your 36" plasma with you.