This is going to be hard to type up, but a few of you guys know my Dog wasn't well the past two days having a Stomach Ache and diarrhea and this morning my Dog Nena died. I was about to go to work and she was under her Blanket laying with my Mom and she was stiff as a Door Knob. From what I was told Parvovirus might be what she had, but man I'm fucking destroyed right now. My Mom and I saw her birth and her death, and in some ways you think damn if you could of taken her to be seen days prior could it been prevented and from what I was told she was on her last legs on Sunday chances are she would of not survived. One of the things that hits me hard is Nena even though she wasn't feeling well Sunday, she rolled over on her back for my Mother to pet her. She is going to be cremated Wednesday and I have a beautiful Coffin like thing for her, but going from a 8 Year Dog who was wagging their tail waiting for you at the Door, to coming home to a quiet Room is going to hard to deal with.