While theres a chance this is still new attitude lethal, im really starting to get twitchy here. He sounds like what ive noticed/been pointed out i do when i myself is scum. Which is act very passive and understanding at any sus thrown my way. Kill em with kindness as to try n not get caught in a verbal back n forth im unlikely to come out on top of. But ofc that could b projection on my part
100% it's new attitude Lethal. I grew tired of being toxic and negative, constantly arguing and cussing. Made the game not fun and I didn't want to play. So I needed to take it upon myself to encourage change.
I very much understand where you can get 'twitchy' from it, but I'm sure you'll agree re: toxic games aren't good for the mental health. If it makes me viewed as scummy for the next 20+ games (exaggeration but w/e) then so be it. I'll be content mentally.
Have I faltered in my re-entry? Yes. It's always difficult to re-enter. I errored in already claiming and thus forcing a hand in a way which is counter productive. My intentions are pure though, as wild as they seem to be.
I was very pleased that your answer to my question wasn't going to imply that you sheeped Poyser - all your thoughts. You'd also concede that your efforts in Norse did a number on me, hence my being so happy to have 'worked you out' the other game with the passive thing discussed here. This is why I lowered the shade, but after this chat so far, I think my paranoia has clouded my judgement and I should have stuck with my v1 gut feel and read.
