The TL,DR of it is in that RP, because i was myself it felt more personal, it was me and two other people, Master Psychic and Nogas who were doing that RP, we were mainly just having fun, and then is crewed up with a character named Lynch Vixerello, she was going through some difficutl stuff but i was focused on other things (or my character was atleast) and when she needed my characters help most, i wasnt there for her and so i felt bad, so in the next seasons i tried to make thigns right and grew a genuine connection to that character, since i felt like i myself screwed up i felt legit bad, and began to actually care about the character Lynch