the comtemplation...
of suicide is getting stronger all the time. my family hates me, doesn't trust me, and think im a drug addict. i have always thought about this as the easy way out, and it really is, i won't need to worry about anything, wont need to feel any more pain, all in all, this is the simplest way to end all of my problems. so much for me going to NJPW and being a big famous wrestler. there aren't many reasons for me to stay. my mother told me on my birthday i will grow up to live in a tent, working at mcdonalds, and saving change for my drugs. after things work themselves out, they always ALWAYS get worse than they were before. i just don't think i can deal with it anymore. I'm uncertain about my choice, so if you see me on don't say he was trying to get attention... i am writing this on here because i talk to you people more than most of my real friends, and im just saying what's on my mind.
of suicide is getting stronger all the time. my family hates me, doesn't trust me, and think im a drug addict. i have always thought about this as the easy way out, and it really is, i won't need to worry about anything, wont need to feel any more pain, all in all, this is the simplest way to end all of my problems. so much for me going to NJPW and being a big famous wrestler. there aren't many reasons for me to stay. my mother told me on my birthday i will grow up to live in a tent, working at mcdonalds, and saving change for my drugs. after things work themselves out, they always ALWAYS get worse than they were before. i just don't think i can deal with it anymore. I'm uncertain about my choice, so if you see me on don't say he was trying to get attention... i am writing this on here because i talk to you people more than most of my real friends, and im just saying what's on my mind.