Alright... so as of one hour ago. I'm officially terminated from my position at iComm. Really depressing considering that I never last long at jobs and all my employers from any kind of labour position have told me that I would be a good salesman. Needless to say, they were pretty critical of my tone and the way I talk to people. But the whole problem is.. where do I go from here?
I'm 22 years old, full of life and damned well one of the most positive people you'll meet. But stuff like this depresses me, and I know a lot of you are probably asking if this is for real.. it is for real. It's a really bad problem for me. I chose not to notify my mom and brother, because it seems like no matter what I do they'll always be dissappointed in me. But to be honest with you, impressing them does not bother me due to the fact that they are always very critical of me.
Luckily enough I spoke with a counsellor and they were able to give me some light about this and cheer me up with a couple of goodies.
Anyways, I've started to take this as a sign that maybe I need to be a little nicer to people around here. I do enjoy coming on here and regardless of if I come across with a dick, I still love you all (yes, you all). I know I seem a little grouchy at times but I guess I never figured out the reason. Keep in mind - I am an athlete, stick to a very healthy diet, and do lots around my community.
So if anyone has a personal issue with me, I understand and I apologize for any grief I've caused you. Just know that I'm doing my very best.
- Alex
I'm 22 years old, full of life and damned well one of the most positive people you'll meet. But stuff like this depresses me, and I know a lot of you are probably asking if this is for real.. it is for real. It's a really bad problem for me. I chose not to notify my mom and brother, because it seems like no matter what I do they'll always be dissappointed in me. But to be honest with you, impressing them does not bother me due to the fact that they are always very critical of me.
Luckily enough I spoke with a counsellor and they were able to give me some light about this and cheer me up with a couple of goodies.
Anyways, I've started to take this as a sign that maybe I need to be a little nicer to people around here. I do enjoy coming on here and regardless of if I come across with a dick, I still love you all (yes, you all). I know I seem a little grouchy at times but I guess I never figured out the reason. Keep in mind - I am an athlete, stick to a very healthy diet, and do lots around my community.
So if anyone has a personal issue with me, I understand and I apologize for any grief I've caused you. Just know that I'm doing my very best.
- Alex
