The chat thread

[Indy]

wish I could go back to regular education real talk, this is just not the environment for me and I do feel like it's causing me to be less social with others

 

[DylanTM]

In my years there, I've never seen anybody expelled or suspended for more than a few days.

 

[Indy]

and that may be the thing I hate most as I'm scared that I'm starting to become more and more like the guys on my school

 

[DylanTM]

Which is good, obviously. Just langweillig.

 

[Black Wizard]

I got suspended once ity1:

 

[DylanTM]

Smoking?

 

[Trevor~]

there's lots of people that I see often that are nice to me, always say hi to me first and ask me about stuff. These people i've known for a long time. But whenever they hang out im not apart of the group. It's real weird to me. Also my roomate who acts like my bestfriend but doesn't really want me going to partys with him and such. I'm not really sure why because when I have gone to parties with im I'm pretty chill. I honestly just think it's because i'm the least attractive of the bunch.

 

[Black Wizard]

no, I got caught smoking many many times to the point they didn't even do anything anymore

 

[The Phenom]

Stop beating yourself up @Trevor

 

[DylanTM]

On a slightly irrelevant note, all of the smokers in my school are the freakishly fit cross country runners. Like, the fuck?

 

[TMBS]

just snuck a pipe hit in the garage

 

[Indy]

Maybe yeah, there's an idea of ''hanging out with cool guys!'' in college, I feel like and if you don't fit that mold or don't make a cool first impression, maybe they don't even care anymore because of that, Trev

 

[Drag]

Honestly same. I get asked general questions and whatnot but by and large I'm ignored, they seem to be fine with me hanging around them though. I'll usually keep my mouth shut and just get a drink and food with them and that'll be it. Like they all had a decent chuckle when I said I was a singer for a band and whilst that didn't bother me I did feel like the outsider of their group.

 

[The Phenom]

I ran cross country smoked everyday

 

[Black Wizard]

I had an "emotional outburst" as they called it when I told a counselor to go fuck themselves and they suspended me