Hi fellas. One thing I always tried to do was be open and honest with people, especially board members. I've been through my share of hell and back and a couple of guys here know what I mean. If anyone ever needs to vent or needs some help don't hesitate to ask. I battled a hard addiction to pain pills for the better part of 5 years. Before I finally got clean, I was taking 9 Loracet in a clip. My script called for 1 tablet every 4 hours. What's more is that would barely hit me. That was just to stave off withdrawal. It's not the only thing I've done. My bodybuilding lead me to a party lifestyle, and let me assure you, bodybuilders love to do so. Ecstacy, ketamine, nitrous, and yayo were pretty common. Another that I used to do was Nubain. Nubain was a drug that was introduced to me because of bodybuilding. A drug that was taken prior to training where you would never get tired. Thing is, it's injectabl and I learned how to rig it. By no means am I proud of it. But to beat something I was almost certain would kill me makes me want to help others. If anyone is battling something like this, don't hesitate to PM me.