Shoot me. Theriouthly meow.

[monkeystyle]

I dunno. I'm ranting here but I feel like life really fucking blows lately.

Like, I'm stuck in this job that I absolutely detest, mostly becauise it's fucking not what I want to do at all.

I really want to go back to school again but the lady hates the idea because she'll be pretty much supporting my broke ass for like a good five, six years which sucks. What sucks even further is I'm fucking 27 right now so I'll be 33 by the time I'm done school.

That doesn't bother me as much, but she'll be 40 by the time I'm done school again and I dunno if it's fair to make her wait that long, y'know?

Pisses me off. Why couldn't I have just liked psych in the first place? Then I'd have two years left and some serious cash afterwards.

Also I'm picky and pedantic as hell. Things must be done my way, I'm fucking awful for that.

And the worst part of all of this is that I'm self-aware enough to know all this but what am I going to do about it?

Nothing.

Why?

Because it's easier this way.

So yeah, shoot me, please.

 

[Solid Stinger the Big Boss]

Watch this.......

 

[monkeystyle]

/wrists

ffs.

I should just put on some eyeliner and start crying in public.

 

[Solid Stinger the Big Boss]

If I would've made this thread everybody would've been calling me emo. Now watch as everyone avoids that and hops on your cock.

Heres a little secret. That thread I made was indeed real. Well, the first half of it. Even when it was realistic and believable, I still got the you're so emo reception.

Thats why I said fuck it and made up some bullshit ending. Because even when it seemed believable I was getting nowhere. Just a bunch of blueberries using the word emo to sound cool.

The same guy that started the emo shit is the same ugly fuck who bitched about his girlfriend and is searching for one on craigs fucking list. Good shit right there.

People have problems all the time in their lives. Sometimes you don't wanna talk about it in real life so you come to the internet. Its a common thing

Watch everybody try to justify their contradictions and hypocritical actions.

This is nothing new here at IWF. So i'm done on this subject.

Carry on

 

[Wrestling Station]

how about online courses? some degrees you can get by online studies. Try that and you wont have to have your gf to pay for your bills in that case.

 

[the dark knight]

get an office job and learn to like it.

 

[★Chuck Zombie★]

If I would've made this thread everybody would've been calling me emo. Now watch as everyone avoids that and hops on your cock.

Heres a little secret. That thread I made was indeed real. Well, the first half of it. Even when it was realistic and believable, I still got the you're so emo reception.

Thats why I said fuck it and made up some bullshit ending. Because even when it seemed believable I was getting nowhere. Just a bunch of blueberries using the word emo to sound cool.

The same guy that started the emo shit is the same ugly fuck who bitched about his girlfriend and is searching for one on craigs fucking list. Good shit right there.

People have problems all the time in their lives. Sometimes you don't wanna talk about it in real life so you come to the internet. Its a common thing

Watch everybody try to justify their contradictions and hypocritical actions.

This is nothing new here at IWF. So i'm done on this subject.

Carry on

Damn, you're so emo.

 

[Solid Stinger the Big Boss]

I like Green Day.

 

[Italian Outsider]

i may need some loyal servants some time in the future, if your job sucks then maybe i can offer you something better....

 

[Quintastic One]

The same guy that started the emo shit is the same ugly fuck who bitched about his girlfriend and is searching for one on craigs fucking list. Good shit right there.

Nice try giving a subtle rib towards my direction. Obviously you read nothing on that craiglist thread, because it was posted as a joke that you apparently can't grasp. So good for you. You've joined the list of individuals who apparently are incapable of thought. *golf clap*

Fucking emo.




Other than that MS, don't feel too bad. I've decided that by the age of 25 if I haven't decided what career I want and haven't even attempted to go to college yet I'm putting a bullet in my head for being too indecisive. lol.

 

[Solid Stinger the Big Boss]

I call bullshit

 

[This Guy]

I dunno. I'm ranting here but I feel like life really fucking blows lately.

Like, I'm stuck in this job that I absolutely detest, mostly becauise it's fucking not what I want to do at all.

I really want to go back to school again but the lady hates the idea because she'll be pretty much supporting my broke ass for like a good five, six years which sucks. What sucks even further is I'm fucking 27 right now so I'll be 33 by the time I'm done school.

That doesn't bother me as much, but she'll be 40 by the time I'm done school again and I dunno if it's fair to make her wait that long, y'know?

Pisses me off. Why couldn't I have just liked psych in the first place? Then I'd have two years left and some serious cash afterwards.

Also I'm picky and pedantic as hell. Things must be done my way, I'm fucking awful for that.

And the worst part of all of this is that I'm self-aware enough to know all this but what am I going to do about it?

Nothing.

Why?

Because it's easier this way.

So yeah, shoot me, please.

I can totally understand your feelings. I feel the same way in many ways. Worse part is now I have a child and I feel my options are completely gone. But I need to bring in more money in and I really feel in a rut at my job. (though it always feels this way more so at this time of the year) But I think I have to do something because otherwise not only will I be stuck doing this, I'll be doing it till I die....and thats even more depressing.

how about online courses? some degrees you can get by online studies. Try that and you wont have to have your gf to pay for your bills in that case.

yeah see I'm considering this option myself. The one risk I run now is if I quit my existing job whatever I quit if for pretty much has to pan out otherwise I'm screwed, because I won't be able to go back. And since I'm in the highest position I can go for (without becoming upper management like a district manager, which I do not want nor do I qualify for) I need to find away to better myself in my free time because scheduling for normal courses is not an option.

My biggest issue is trying to figure out what I might want to do.

 

[MikeRaw]

Also I'm picky and pedantic as hell. Things must be done my way, I'm fucking awful for that.

So? So is everyone. Just other people keep it in, and end up blowing up like a madman all at once. Everyone wants shit done their way.

And the worst part of all of this is that I'm self-aware enough to know all this but what am I going to do about it?

Nothing.

Why?

Because it's easier this way.

[So yeah, shoot me, please.

The way I see it, it looks good for you. Almost everyone hates their job, unless they’re rich, and banging a hot secretary. I don’t know of too many people who like what they do. So, if you stick with it, you’re just doing the same thing everyone else does. But you also have the option of going back to school. A lot of people don’t have that option, cause they’re too old, and have a family to look after, or are too dumb, and can’t get it. You’re capable of going back. Not saying you have to, but you have more options than most people.
Besides, if all else fails, you could be a pornstar in Montreal. You get to bang hot French chicks, make money, be happy, and take stress out on someone else :laugh:


Oh, and WS has a good idea in online courses. I suggest carefully looking though. There's alot of fuckers out there who'll try to scheme you. But check it out, there's ones that are approved by the government of Canada, and the degree or whatever it is is looked at as proper. You can do shit on your own time, and still work a job.

 

[Quintastic One]

Also I pretty much consider people in the prime of their lives up until they are 40. Some people maybe even 45 depending on your line of work. So even if you take until age 33 to complete your college courses, thats still 7 years worth of money you can wrack up. Not counting taxes or other necessary expenses, lets say you're new college career raked you in 120K a year (I would HOPE you'd be making around this or even more. Considering you would need 7 fucking years of college courses to get through it, lol). So 120K X 7 years is grossing over over a million dollars in 7 years. Then you still even have til your 50 before you really can consider yourself an old timer. Chances are you'd still have a good chance at making yourself financially set even though a 20 year retirement plan is beyond your grasp.

 

[the dark knight]

i was like "chuck had a baby this soon?" until i scorlled up and read the username :laugh: