Right, so apparently I'm getting back into this forum thing more than I thought. Being stuck at home makes it easy too, I suppose.
Anyway...
So I need some unbiased opinions because there is no damned way that I could possibly ask my friends about this without it coming back to haunt me in one way or another.
Okay. So I've been working on this novel now for about 6-7 years. It's been really tough going and I've decided to shelve it for the time being.
A couple of weeks ago I was online talking to my lady friend who sadly is out of town for a job until mid May. So you can imagine the kinds of frustrations that crop up in situations like those.
So without going into too much detail we were talking about couple's stuff during one conversation and it started to get pretty heavy. She asked me what I was going to do when I saw her and being the literary motherfucker that I am decided to improv a little erotica for her.
So, I did my thing and she loved it. She told me that she had read a lot of smut in her life but what I had written was the best she had ever read. She then proceeded to share my little improv with a few of her friends who apparently agreed. I was embarrassed as hell but she told me that it sucks that I'm shelving my novel but I should write some erotica in the mean time and try and get it published.
So here's where my dilemma comes in. It's not a terrible idea but ever since I was a kid I've wanted to write a great novel and the very notion of writing pornography is just so goddamned disheartening. It feels like I'm giving up on the 'A' dream and settling for, well, not what I had expected.
What would you do?
Anyway...
So I need some unbiased opinions because there is no damned way that I could possibly ask my friends about this without it coming back to haunt me in one way or another.
Okay. So I've been working on this novel now for about 6-7 years. It's been really tough going and I've decided to shelve it for the time being.
A couple of weeks ago I was online talking to my lady friend who sadly is out of town for a job until mid May. So you can imagine the kinds of frustrations that crop up in situations like those.
So without going into too much detail we were talking about couple's stuff during one conversation and it started to get pretty heavy. She asked me what I was going to do when I saw her and being the literary motherfucker that I am decided to improv a little erotica for her.
So, I did my thing and she loved it. She told me that she had read a lot of smut in her life but what I had written was the best she had ever read. She then proceeded to share my little improv with a few of her friends who apparently agreed. I was embarrassed as hell but she told me that it sucks that I'm shelving my novel but I should write some erotica in the mean time and try and get it published.
So here's where my dilemma comes in. It's not a terrible idea but ever since I was a kid I've wanted to write a great novel and the very notion of writing pornography is just so goddamned disheartening. It feels like I'm giving up on the 'A' dream and settling for, well, not what I had expected.
What would you do?