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Tales From The Reaper
Season I, Episode II
Days of Future Past
Prologue: Tale of Life
When you’re young, life seems so insurmountable. It feels like you have a million critical decisions to make and any wrong choice will mean you’re a failure at life. That outlook on things doesn’t go away until it’s too late.
Because of this predicament we all wish we had the ability to see our future. See what exactly happens in our life in order to either correct it to fit what would make us happy or know that we succeed in our life and can have peace of mind.
It’s been well documented that my life is full of regrets. It’s been well documented that my decisions in my life have been far from perfect. As much as I wished for that crystal ball. As much as I wished things would just align and give me the happiness I yearned for. At the end of the day life is just a tumultuous journey and there are battles to be fought every single day for every single one of us.
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Act I: The Joke
PAPA, help me with this game!
A young child shouts out as he runs up to a “Pop-the-Weasel” arcade game. The game looks like it’s been around the block a time or two. Beaten and just old. You can tell it doesn’t get played too often as it is way back in the back corner of the arcade. The young child picks up the cushioned, black mallet and begins to scream out with excitement again.
PAPA, PAPA, hurry up! I want to bang the weasels!
From around the corner of another set of arcade games steps out Logan Darwin. With a smile on his face he makes his way towards the “Pop-the-Weasel” arcade game.
Miles! Please don’t get too far away from Papa in this place. I know you’re excited to play the games I just don’t want to lose you.
I’m sorry Papa, I’m just excited to smash some of these weasels! Remember when you did it when you used to be a big, superhero?
Miles starts to smash holes in the game with the cushioned mallet as if he is practicing how he will do it once the game begins. Logan wears a big smile on his face as he crotches down to his grandson’s height.
Alright, so you know how to play this game right?
Miles nods his head in approval.
You gotta be quick though, there is nothing more sneaky and fast then a stinky weasel. Once you start to see the top of his head coming out of that hole smack him as hard as you can. But remember, be as quick as you can.
Miles stands in front of the game, holding the mallet anticipating the moment his grandfather puts a quarter into the game and it fires up. Logan then slides a quarter into the game and it starts to make noise and the lights begin to flare up.
Get ready, they’re going to start coming at ya!
As the weasels start to pop up at a fast pace the child tries his best to keep up with them. Bashing them on the head as quickly as he can. Missing some, of course, but making sure he throws the mallet down as hard as he can onto the arcade game. As the game continues the child begins to laugh as he continues to hit the weasels in its head. The timer on the arcade game counts down as he goes and as forty-five seconds hit zero all the weasels
5000 POINTS! That’s awesome Miles!
Logan’s grandson throws the mallet down on the top of the arcade game, screams out “YEAH” and wraps his arms around the neck of his grandfather.
Whoa, don’t forget about your tickets that you won. We can add those to the ones we already have and hopefully get an awesome prize at the counter.
Just then a young woman, probably in her mid 20s comes around the other side of the arcade games and looks down at Logan and Miles. Her face lights up with a smile as she sees the excitement on Miles’ face. Miles lets go of his grandfather for a second and turns his attention to the slot of the game where a string of tickets have come out of. He grabs the string of tickets, spins around to see his grandfather once again but then takes notice of the woman that is behind them now.
MOM!
Just then the little boy runs to the woman wrapping his arms around the pelvic region of the woman. Logan looks the woman’s way as well and stands up to greet her. He walks towards her and the two embrace. As they come apart Logan’s face is utterly shining.
Gwen, it’s great to see you. Me and Miles have just been having some fun and getting the boy some tickets to get a really cool prize to take home.
Gwen smiles at Logan and leans forward to give Logan a kiss on the cheek. She then looks down at Miles.
Is that so Miles? Have you been collecting a treasure chest of tickets?
Miles looks up at his mother with a big smile as he thrust his hands upward with a mess of tickets.
Absolutely. I’m looking to get a cool Lego set. Papa says if I win enough I could probably even buy this entire trash heap.
Gwen looks up at Darwin with a smirk. Darwin just flashes her a smile. Darwin reaches down to rub the top of Miles’ head.
Well, like I said this place is fun but it’s been here longer than even Papa can remember.
He then has his hand on the back of Miles’ neck and looks down at the boy.
But, it is getting pretty late, Miles. I’m pretty sure your mom had a pretty long day at work and would love to get back home. What do you say we take those tickets to the counter and see what cool stuff we can get for you to take home?
With that Logan reaches his hand out and Miles grasps Logan’s hand. The trio then begin to make their way through the arcade and reach the counter with a bunch of small prizes organized in a glass container and then on a bunch of shelving behind that there are a bunch of various bigger prizes.
Alright Miles have a good look. You can either take a look in this glass case and probably get a few, cool small things OR if you look behind at the shelves you might find you can get one of the awesome, bigger prizes on them.
Logan’s grandson begins to crouch down and look through the many items in the glass case. Moving up and down the glass case a few times before diverting his attention to the shelves behind the counter. Just then a group of three, young, adult men step behind Logan and his other two family members. At first they definitely believe they know who is in front of them. The group of men then begin to whisper to each other as if trying to put all of their thoughts together to ensure they all realize who is in front of them. Just then one of them abruptly interjects by saying.
Holy shit are you Logan Darwin.
Logan’s entire mood then spins on a dime, steaming from complete irritation from the young man’s remark. Logan turns his head over his shoulder and replies to the guy with a stern voice.
Dude, I’m with my grand kid. Could you please curb that nonsense? Give me five minutes here and I’ll sign whatever the hell you want me to sign. Just let me have this time with my grand kid and he doesn’t need to hear that trash.
Logan then turns his head back forward and throws his attention back to Miles, kind of pushing him to stay focused and see what he wants to spend his tickets on. Logan places his hand on the back of Miles’ neck once more and bends down.
Miles, have you seen anything good that you want yet?
Not yet Papa, I wish I would have won more tickets!
Just then another one of the men behind him piles more tension onto things.
Yo, old man. We didn’t ask you to sign anything. Why in the hell would we want to get anything from your old ass? You couldn’t even beat a fucking rodent in a fight. You old ass, mother fucking has been.
Logan’s mood is not pure anger. He turns his head to look his daughter in the face and she notices the straight irritation on Logan’s face. Gwen then bends down to talk to Miles.
Hey honey, how about we go get your more tickets. I noticed there is an awesome remote control car on one of those shelves. Wouldn’t it be awesome to race that thing around the house when we get home?
Miles begins to mull the decision over and looks up at his mom with an excited smile.
That would be AWESOME! Can I please play the game where I throw the balls at the clowns?
Absolutely, let’s go play that game for a bit. Papa has to talk to some of his old friends from back when he was a superhero.
Miles reaches his hand up towards Gwen as she grabs it and the two walk away to find the arcade game Miles spoke off. With those two disappearing in the sea of arcade games, Logan stands back up and slowly turns to face the trio of guys behind him that were just heckling him. As he faces them the emotion on his face is a mix of complete anger yet trying to hold it back a little bit.
Look, I get it. Three, young guys like you. Full of piss and vinegar. You see me, someone that used to beat the crap out of people for a living. You three with the world at your fingertips think there could be nothing that would make a cooler story to tell your other friends than the day you put Logan Darwin in his place. You three were able to verbally belittle a man that used to take people to such a pain threshold that they had no choice but to say in front of millions of people that I tortured them enough that they couldn’t take it anymore. Am I close to your thought process with what you just decided to do as I was spending time with my family?
The group of guys exchange looks with each other and then busting out laughing.
Bro, you’re a broken down old man. I watched as you were beaten down like a scalded dog by a weasel person. You coming at us all tough now just cause you can’t handle us telling you how it is only tells me that you’re hoping we’re only here to call you names.
Logan begins to grind his teeth a little bit and clench his fist. Yet, at the same time he tries to hold his anger back and be the voice of valor.
I really didn’t come to this place to have a fight. I came here to simply spend some time with my grandson. How about we just let bygones be bygones?
You know what, that sounds best. Let me apologize, we didn’t realize you were here to just spend time with your grandson.
The guy speaking stops for a second as if he is thinking for a second.
I will say, I really hope that kid doesn’t grow up to be a little bitch like his grandfather.
Just then one of the guys throws a punch and connects with the side of Logan’s face. Then another one of the guys charges at him, throwing a shoulder into Logan’s midsection and driving him into the glass counter. Logan has no choice but to fight back then. As his back slams against the counter he pummels the back of the guy with a double ax-handle smash. He then throws a knee into the guy’s midsection, at the same time wrapping his arms around the guy and throwing him to the floor. The next guy runs up to Logan and fires a straight right punch at Logan but he catches the guy’s fist and twists his arm down, while Logan throws a headbutt, connecting with the front of the guy’s head.
The loudest of the jerks finally walk up to Logan, cracking his knuckles as if he knows he’s going to kick Logan’s ass. The guy throws a punch to the side of Logan that connects. He then throws a punch into the gut of Logan. The guy goes for a hook to the face of Logan but Logan ducks it and in one fluid motion lunges forward hoisting the guy up and over Logan’s back. The guy crashes into the glass case that was behind Logan. Logan turns around, grabs the guy by the arm, dragging him out from the case. The guy screams out in pain as his body is dragged through the shattered glass.
As Logan still has a hold of the guy's wrist, one of the other guys throws a punch at Logan which he dodges. Logan then drops the other guy’s wrist and puts his attention to the guy that just threw a punch at him. As the guy realizes he missed Logan with the punch he has no time to react as Logan floors him with a clothesline. Just then the third guy throws a punch into the back of Logan’s kidneys. Logan winches with the bunch but now he has a new target to divert his anger to. Logan spins around and blocks another punch with his arm. He then grabs the guy by the collar and one of the loops of his jeans. With all of his anger behind it Logan begins to push the guy forward and with one giant hoist throws him head first into the playing screen of one of the arcade games in the place.
With that guy disposed of he then turns his attention back to the guy he threw through the glass case. At the moment though that guy has begun to crawl through the shattered glass to try and escape any more retribution from Logan. As Logan notices that, he bends down, grabbing a giant shard of glass off of the floor. Logan then methodically makes his way over to the crawling man. Logan grabs a handful of hair, pulling the guy up, forcing him to his knees. Logan then holds the glass shard up high so the guy notices what is next for him.
Logan: Listen, I wasn’t trying to do this. I came here just to enjoy time with my grandson. Clearly though, CLEARLY, you are either deaf or dumb or both. Just because I’m old enough to be your daddy doesn’t mean I still can’t whip your ass. I might have embarrassed myself by not being able to defeat a slimy rodent. But that was when I was too weak to not let my anger loose. That was when I wasn’t truly willing to die in order to win a battle. Evidently that is something you either forgot, or just were too ignorant to think was something you could slap around. So I’ll do you a favor right here, right now. I’ll give you something to remember this moment by. I’ll give you a beautiful scar that every time you look into the mirror you can say to yourself, “that was the day I thought a weak old man couldn’t take me to the woodshed.
Just then Logan brings the shard of glass down to the man’s forehead and starts to drag it horizontally across it. As he drags it blood begins to flow from the cut. Logan then raises the shard of glass high in the air and then starts to bring it……
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Act II: Lose Is Inevitable
And that’s when I always wake up.
Now Logan is laying on the couch of a therapist’s office. The therapist sits across the room from him.
What exactly do you think you were about to do to the man?
Logan thinks about it for a second and at the thought of it his eyes begin to water and tear or two escape the side of his eyes.
I really don’t know. I just know when I wake up I am filled with two things, anxiety and anger. It almost feels like it’s a battle between God and the devil raging inside of me when I wake up. If I had to hazard a guess I would say in that dream the only thing that would satisfy me when someone disrespects my family is more blood.
And with that, where do you think this creation of Miles and Gwen comes from?
I’m going to have to say my relationship with Johnny. That was and is such a shit show that having a daughter I love and loves me along with a grandson who adores me, thinks that I’m sort of a superhero because of what I have done in the wrestling business. I’ve spoken so often on how much regret I hold from what I did to Johnny. How I chose my love for a business that would eventually chew me up and spit me out instead of having the love of a son. Gwen and Miles is what I would have if I wasn’t that asshole twenty some years ago.
In the dream, you made a decision to keep Miles away from the violence. Do you think that is also another way of you trying to cope with the fact that you weren’t able to keep Johnny away from the violence of the business you are in?
Logan sighs deeply as he rubs his forehead with his head.
I can see that. I also think I didn’t want my family to see just who I can become when people push me down and try to discount who I was and who I am. I bleed buckets for the business I love. I lost a family for the business that I love. Lose has been as much of my career as success has been. Hell, a person that has been in the business as long as just has that. Even though it’s pretty much a part of my life, losing is always a bitter pill to swallow. I realize that I’m old enough to be the parent of some of the talent in this business. But until I take my dying breath there is no man, woman or even weasel that will not have the Reaper come for them.
Season I, Episode II
Days of Future Past
Prologue: Tale of Life
When you’re young, life seems so insurmountable. It feels like you have a million critical decisions to make and any wrong choice will mean you’re a failure at life. That outlook on things doesn’t go away until it’s too late.
Because of this predicament we all wish we had the ability to see our future. See what exactly happens in our life in order to either correct it to fit what would make us happy or know that we succeed in our life and can have peace of mind.
It’s been well documented that my life is full of regrets. It’s been well documented that my decisions in my life have been far from perfect. As much as I wished for that crystal ball. As much as I wished things would just align and give me the happiness I yearned for. At the end of the day life is just a tumultuous journey and there are battles to be fought every single day for every single one of us.
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Act I: The Joke
PAPA, help me with this game!
A young child shouts out as he runs up to a “Pop-the-Weasel” arcade game. The game looks like it’s been around the block a time or two. Beaten and just old. You can tell it doesn’t get played too often as it is way back in the back corner of the arcade. The young child picks up the cushioned, black mallet and begins to scream out with excitement again.
PAPA, PAPA, hurry up! I want to bang the weasels!
From around the corner of another set of arcade games steps out Logan Darwin. With a smile on his face he makes his way towards the “Pop-the-Weasel” arcade game.
Miles! Please don’t get too far away from Papa in this place. I know you’re excited to play the games I just don’t want to lose you.
I’m sorry Papa, I’m just excited to smash some of these weasels! Remember when you did it when you used to be a big, superhero?
Miles starts to smash holes in the game with the cushioned mallet as if he is practicing how he will do it once the game begins. Logan wears a big smile on his face as he crotches down to his grandson’s height.
Alright, so you know how to play this game right?
Miles nods his head in approval.
You gotta be quick though, there is nothing more sneaky and fast then a stinky weasel. Once you start to see the top of his head coming out of that hole smack him as hard as you can. But remember, be as quick as you can.
Miles stands in front of the game, holding the mallet anticipating the moment his grandfather puts a quarter into the game and it fires up. Logan then slides a quarter into the game and it starts to make noise and the lights begin to flare up.
Get ready, they’re going to start coming at ya!
As the weasels start to pop up at a fast pace the child tries his best to keep up with them. Bashing them on the head as quickly as he can. Missing some, of course, but making sure he throws the mallet down as hard as he can onto the arcade game. As the game continues the child begins to laugh as he continues to hit the weasels in its head. The timer on the arcade game counts down as he goes and as forty-five seconds hit zero all the weasels
5000 POINTS! That’s awesome Miles!
Logan’s grandson throws the mallet down on the top of the arcade game, screams out “YEAH” and wraps his arms around the neck of his grandfather.
Whoa, don’t forget about your tickets that you won. We can add those to the ones we already have and hopefully get an awesome prize at the counter.
Just then a young woman, probably in her mid 20s comes around the other side of the arcade games and looks down at Logan and Miles. Her face lights up with a smile as she sees the excitement on Miles’ face. Miles lets go of his grandfather for a second and turns his attention to the slot of the game where a string of tickets have come out of. He grabs the string of tickets, spins around to see his grandfather once again but then takes notice of the woman that is behind them now.
MOM!
Just then the little boy runs to the woman wrapping his arms around the pelvic region of the woman. Logan looks the woman’s way as well and stands up to greet her. He walks towards her and the two embrace. As they come apart Logan’s face is utterly shining.
Gwen, it’s great to see you. Me and Miles have just been having some fun and getting the boy some tickets to get a really cool prize to take home.
Gwen smiles at Logan and leans forward to give Logan a kiss on the cheek. She then looks down at Miles.
Is that so Miles? Have you been collecting a treasure chest of tickets?
Miles looks up at his mother with a big smile as he thrust his hands upward with a mess of tickets.
Absolutely. I’m looking to get a cool Lego set. Papa says if I win enough I could probably even buy this entire trash heap.
Gwen looks up at Darwin with a smirk. Darwin just flashes her a smile. Darwin reaches down to rub the top of Miles’ head.
Well, like I said this place is fun but it’s been here longer than even Papa can remember.
He then has his hand on the back of Miles’ neck and looks down at the boy.
But, it is getting pretty late, Miles. I’m pretty sure your mom had a pretty long day at work and would love to get back home. What do you say we take those tickets to the counter and see what cool stuff we can get for you to take home?
With that Logan reaches his hand out and Miles grasps Logan’s hand. The trio then begin to make their way through the arcade and reach the counter with a bunch of small prizes organized in a glass container and then on a bunch of shelving behind that there are a bunch of various bigger prizes.
Alright Miles have a good look. You can either take a look in this glass case and probably get a few, cool small things OR if you look behind at the shelves you might find you can get one of the awesome, bigger prizes on them.
Logan’s grandson begins to crouch down and look through the many items in the glass case. Moving up and down the glass case a few times before diverting his attention to the shelves behind the counter. Just then a group of three, young, adult men step behind Logan and his other two family members. At first they definitely believe they know who is in front of them. The group of men then begin to whisper to each other as if trying to put all of their thoughts together to ensure they all realize who is in front of them. Just then one of them abruptly interjects by saying.
Holy shit are you Logan Darwin.
Logan’s entire mood then spins on a dime, steaming from complete irritation from the young man’s remark. Logan turns his head over his shoulder and replies to the guy with a stern voice.
Dude, I’m with my grand kid. Could you please curb that nonsense? Give me five minutes here and I’ll sign whatever the hell you want me to sign. Just let me have this time with my grand kid and he doesn’t need to hear that trash.
Logan then turns his head back forward and throws his attention back to Miles, kind of pushing him to stay focused and see what he wants to spend his tickets on. Logan places his hand on the back of Miles’ neck once more and bends down.
Miles, have you seen anything good that you want yet?
Not yet Papa, I wish I would have won more tickets!
Just then another one of the men behind him piles more tension onto things.
Yo, old man. We didn’t ask you to sign anything. Why in the hell would we want to get anything from your old ass? You couldn’t even beat a fucking rodent in a fight. You old ass, mother fucking has been.
Logan’s mood is not pure anger. He turns his head to look his daughter in the face and she notices the straight irritation on Logan’s face. Gwen then bends down to talk to Miles.
Hey honey, how about we go get your more tickets. I noticed there is an awesome remote control car on one of those shelves. Wouldn’t it be awesome to race that thing around the house when we get home?
Miles begins to mull the decision over and looks up at his mom with an excited smile.
That would be AWESOME! Can I please play the game where I throw the balls at the clowns?
Absolutely, let’s go play that game for a bit. Papa has to talk to some of his old friends from back when he was a superhero.
Miles reaches his hand up towards Gwen as she grabs it and the two walk away to find the arcade game Miles spoke off. With those two disappearing in the sea of arcade games, Logan stands back up and slowly turns to face the trio of guys behind him that were just heckling him. As he faces them the emotion on his face is a mix of complete anger yet trying to hold it back a little bit.
Look, I get it. Three, young guys like you. Full of piss and vinegar. You see me, someone that used to beat the crap out of people for a living. You three with the world at your fingertips think there could be nothing that would make a cooler story to tell your other friends than the day you put Logan Darwin in his place. You three were able to verbally belittle a man that used to take people to such a pain threshold that they had no choice but to say in front of millions of people that I tortured them enough that they couldn’t take it anymore. Am I close to your thought process with what you just decided to do as I was spending time with my family?
The group of guys exchange looks with each other and then busting out laughing.
Bro, you’re a broken down old man. I watched as you were beaten down like a scalded dog by a weasel person. You coming at us all tough now just cause you can’t handle us telling you how it is only tells me that you’re hoping we’re only here to call you names.
Logan begins to grind his teeth a little bit and clench his fist. Yet, at the same time he tries to hold his anger back and be the voice of valor.
I really didn’t come to this place to have a fight. I came here to simply spend some time with my grandson. How about we just let bygones be bygones?
You know what, that sounds best. Let me apologize, we didn’t realize you were here to just spend time with your grandson.
The guy speaking stops for a second as if he is thinking for a second.
I will say, I really hope that kid doesn’t grow up to be a little bitch like his grandfather.
Just then one of the guys throws a punch and connects with the side of Logan’s face. Then another one of the guys charges at him, throwing a shoulder into Logan’s midsection and driving him into the glass counter. Logan has no choice but to fight back then. As his back slams against the counter he pummels the back of the guy with a double ax-handle smash. He then throws a knee into the guy’s midsection, at the same time wrapping his arms around the guy and throwing him to the floor. The next guy runs up to Logan and fires a straight right punch at Logan but he catches the guy’s fist and twists his arm down, while Logan throws a headbutt, connecting with the front of the guy’s head.
The loudest of the jerks finally walk up to Logan, cracking his knuckles as if he knows he’s going to kick Logan’s ass. The guy throws a punch to the side of Logan that connects. He then throws a punch into the gut of Logan. The guy goes for a hook to the face of Logan but Logan ducks it and in one fluid motion lunges forward hoisting the guy up and over Logan’s back. The guy crashes into the glass case that was behind Logan. Logan turns around, grabs the guy by the arm, dragging him out from the case. The guy screams out in pain as his body is dragged through the shattered glass.
As Logan still has a hold of the guy's wrist, one of the other guys throws a punch at Logan which he dodges. Logan then drops the other guy’s wrist and puts his attention to the guy that just threw a punch at him. As the guy realizes he missed Logan with the punch he has no time to react as Logan floors him with a clothesline. Just then the third guy throws a punch into the back of Logan’s kidneys. Logan winches with the bunch but now he has a new target to divert his anger to. Logan spins around and blocks another punch with his arm. He then grabs the guy by the collar and one of the loops of his jeans. With all of his anger behind it Logan begins to push the guy forward and with one giant hoist throws him head first into the playing screen of one of the arcade games in the place.
With that guy disposed of he then turns his attention back to the guy he threw through the glass case. At the moment though that guy has begun to crawl through the shattered glass to try and escape any more retribution from Logan. As Logan notices that, he bends down, grabbing a giant shard of glass off of the floor. Logan then methodically makes his way over to the crawling man. Logan grabs a handful of hair, pulling the guy up, forcing him to his knees. Logan then holds the glass shard up high so the guy notices what is next for him.
Logan: Listen, I wasn’t trying to do this. I came here just to enjoy time with my grandson. Clearly though, CLEARLY, you are either deaf or dumb or both. Just because I’m old enough to be your daddy doesn’t mean I still can’t whip your ass. I might have embarrassed myself by not being able to defeat a slimy rodent. But that was when I was too weak to not let my anger loose. That was when I wasn’t truly willing to die in order to win a battle. Evidently that is something you either forgot, or just were too ignorant to think was something you could slap around. So I’ll do you a favor right here, right now. I’ll give you something to remember this moment by. I’ll give you a beautiful scar that every time you look into the mirror you can say to yourself, “that was the day I thought a weak old man couldn’t take me to the woodshed.
Just then Logan brings the shard of glass down to the man’s forehead and starts to drag it horizontally across it. As he drags it blood begins to flow from the cut. Logan then raises the shard of glass high in the air and then starts to bring it……
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Act II: Lose Is Inevitable
And that’s when I always wake up.
Now Logan is laying on the couch of a therapist’s office. The therapist sits across the room from him.
What exactly do you think you were about to do to the man?
Logan thinks about it for a second and at the thought of it his eyes begin to water and tear or two escape the side of his eyes.
I really don’t know. I just know when I wake up I am filled with two things, anxiety and anger. It almost feels like it’s a battle between God and the devil raging inside of me when I wake up. If I had to hazard a guess I would say in that dream the only thing that would satisfy me when someone disrespects my family is more blood.
And with that, where do you think this creation of Miles and Gwen comes from?
I’m going to have to say my relationship with Johnny. That was and is such a shit show that having a daughter I love and loves me along with a grandson who adores me, thinks that I’m sort of a superhero because of what I have done in the wrestling business. I’ve spoken so often on how much regret I hold from what I did to Johnny. How I chose my love for a business that would eventually chew me up and spit me out instead of having the love of a son. Gwen and Miles is what I would have if I wasn’t that asshole twenty some years ago.
In the dream, you made a decision to keep Miles away from the violence. Do you think that is also another way of you trying to cope with the fact that you weren’t able to keep Johnny away from the violence of the business you are in?
Logan sighs deeply as he rubs his forehead with his head.
I can see that. I also think I didn’t want my family to see just who I can become when people push me down and try to discount who I was and who I am. I bleed buckets for the business I love. I lost a family for the business that I love. Lose has been as much of my career as success has been. Hell, a person that has been in the business as long as just has that. Even though it’s pretty much a part of my life, losing is always a bitter pill to swallow. I realize that I’m old enough to be the parent of some of the talent in this business. But until I take my dying breath there is no man, woman or even weasel that will not have the Reaper come for them.