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"Requiem For A Dreamer"
…In an instant, Gabrielle is back in her death bed, a broken and lonely old woman, though she manages a smile now.
“I regret not loving myself more. I regret not making the most of the opportunities before me. I held a Golden Opportunity once, and I could have held it again. Oh how I regret not making amends and holding it a second time…”
A single tear rolls down her cheek before the storied and once revered life of Gabrielle Montgomery comes to an end...
…But death just takes everyone’s existence to another plane…
The old woman awakens in this place of bright light, and nothing else. No landscape, no trees, no scenery, no other people. Nothing. Is this hell? An eternity spent alone. Did she not already suffer enough in her life? Where are her loved ones that should greet the former Goddess in the afterlife? Did she even have any?
It's lonely, she’s lonelier than she ever has been before. Her tragic life and the emptiness she endured for those last several decades pale in comparison to whatever this is. The start of forever spent here, alone. Gabrielle had failed to make amends for her career. A second chance at the Golden Opportunity unfulfilled. The first one out, the first one who’s hopes were dashed. In the seconds before her death that moment had become so pivotal in her memories. A moment where perhaps she could have turned the rest of her life around.
Too much of her thirties was spent chasing any kind of success, any kind of glory, any kind of moment to justify her existence, that never came.
The briefest of stints as a Tag Team Champion alongside Kayden Knox wasn’t enough. The woman who had previously twice held the World Title for almost a full year wasn’t able to hold the Tag Team Titles longer than a month.
The ‘reality’ that she’s going to be stuck here for eternity with these thoughts brings her down to her knees. This frail old lonely woman, the last person you’d ever pick to be who Gabrielle becomes. But her failures to find lasting love, her failures to reclaim past glories, her failures to live up to the standards that being the Caramel Coated Goddess had set, broke her as the decades passed on by.
But then an instant she’s not alone. She’s surrounded by three young women. Are they angels? Are they demons? Well that all depends on who you ask. Who was Gabrielle in her youth? The Goddess, or the Devil in disguise?
So these three women with the caramel skin tones surrounding her could be either, or could be nothing. They could be a figment of her imagination as her last few synapses die. What they could be, is the Past, our Present, and the Broken of Gabrielle.
The ethereal Goddess who had mocked this dying old woman in the moments before her passing. The Executive who had tried to recapture her old glories with a return of Excellence. And the woman who crumbled under the weight of her own expectations and became Broken.
Is this her life flashing before her eyes (again?). Are these visages of her younger selves here to take her to heaven, or to hell? Is this her final moment to reflect upon just where it all went wrong for her? Where she started to punish herself for her own failings and closed herself off to the World. Is this a chance at redemption (again)?
Is this just the Gods themselves mocking her one final time? Does it even matter what it is?
No. She needs this. This frail old, lonely woman NEEDS this. Even if their first words to her are so cruel.
Goddess Gabrielle: You…I become you! You actually let me turn into this! How pathetic.
Executive Gabrielle: If I had of known this is where I wound up, I would have tried harder. I would have fought so much harder to not become you!
Broken Gabrielle: …I should have done us all a favour and jumped off that bridge. I should have killed us before we became ‘this’.
There’s a disturbing moment of silent agreement between the three younger visions of Gabrielle. Those haunting words from a Gabrielle whose mental health had snapped lingering in the air far too long. The other two not wanting to break the importance of those words. An earlier death would be preferable to seeing just how miserable their life becomes.
But still somewhere deep, deep in her belly is that fire and passion that had once made her great. Deep within the old woman there remains some kind of spark. Being so looked down upon by these three is not something she can accept just lying down.
Old Gabrielle: You’re blaming me? You three are blaming me for this. This is all on you three. Look at you Goddess. You think you’re so great, so perfect, so untouchable…
Indeed she does. The Goddess version of Gabrielle carries herself exactly like that. A smug grin that never wavers. Looking down her nose at everyone else. Her skin is blemish free, perfect even. Her figure is to die for, her every movement, her every breathe is calculated and purposeful. She exists to tantalize and distract all who gaze upon her. It was her greatest tool, her signature weapon.
Old Gabrielle: You deceived us, you lied to me. You made us all think we were so great. You made me spend the rest of my life chasing what you had achieved. I, no we all spent the rest of our days trying to become you again. But you had convinced us that you did everything you had accomplished on your own. That all those men who constantly had your back, and all those men who put you on your back were irrelevant. I spent so many years thinking I was good enough to recapture everything you had done.
But I didn’t want to sleep around with every guy who smiled at me. I didn’t want to have to rely on all those people constantly helping me. You made me think I could do it myself because thats what you told yourself even as you’d let referees put you on all fours in exchange for them counting your pinfalls a little bit quicker…
The youngest Gabrielle just rolls her eyes. She doesn’t care. She’s the version of Gabrielle that every other Gabrielle strived to be after all. She did it all and then some. She still has a Legacy of being a great Goddess.
Old Gabrielle: You were a lie. Smoke and mirrors. A deception that made my life so much harder. Everything you did made everyone else look down on us. Even those who said they loved us could never truly trust us or be there for us. You’re no better than me, you are me oh Goddess. Everything you did and it meant nothing in the end.
The Goddess still doesn’t care. After all, she’s but a distant memory. Her life was perfect, her life was carefree. Her life was one of excess, gluttony, carnal sin, devilish delights, and everything else she could ever desire.
Old Gabrielle: As for you…this was our solution huh? Things weren’t going so well for us, so we cozied up to Danny Toner again, toyed with Rupert Watkins, and brought back Executive Excellence. One final attempt to recapture what we used to be.
The old woman has turned her attention to the eldest of the three Gabrielle’s now. The ‘Executive’. That poise and confidence is largely gone. More of a sneer upon her face as she glares at her elder, presumably now dead self. This Gabrielle is trying so hard to be what she once was, but just can’t commit to it. A revealing outfit, accentuated by a pair of black leather gloves and messy hair. Does she want to be a Warrior or to be the Goddess reborn? The truth is the Executive became lost in who she was and had just absent-mindedly chased…something.
Old Gabrielle: This was the best you could possibly come up with? Falling back into old habits, relying on other people to do our dirty work. We wanted to be better than this, didn’t we? But it just wasn’t to be. Danny, Kayden and Mike they were our last hope. I remember how much faith we put in them, how much we were relying on them to get us what we had been chasing.
I wish we were stronger than that, but I understand why you had to do this to us. Why you had to bring Executive Excellence back. The last time the name Gabrielle truly meant something and was truly special was when Executive Excellence was around. It didn’t really work out for us though did it. You needed to have more belief in yourself. I’ve been plagued by images and memories of my life, and its all been so empty for so long…because you gave up on us.
The Executive just shakes her head. She’s not looking at her older self, almost refusing to acknowledge her and the truth she’s speaking. So Gabrielle just moves her attention to the third image of herself.
Old Woman: Why couldn’t you just talk to Alyster?
Broken Gabrielle. The woman who felt so empty and defeated that she almost took her own life. The woman who thought she had nothing left. The woman who gave up on herself completely and saw no purpose or meaning to her life. The woman who found herself with nothing in her life, a sad glimpse into what is the end of her life.
Old Woman: We lost to Davey and it broke us. It really did break us.
The room falls silent. Even the Goddess seems hurt at acknowledging just how low Broken Gabrielle was. She was a shell of everything everyone knew about Gabrielle. Throwing away the life she had built up for herself. Alienating herself from her family and friends. Choosing to punish herself by living in squalor and misery.
Old Woman: The Goddess may have created this false image of who we all were and what we were capable of. But you…Broken Gabrielle, you are were this life I had to endure truly began. You gave up on us and we never ever truly recovered. We never stopped ourselves, never quite silenced those voices that told us we’re old, washed up, terrible, useless, and worthless. I never got past being you. Everyone moved on from the chapter of our lives known as Broken Gabrielle. 2021 became 2022 but we never really recovered.
You don’t need to be standing here in front of me, because I still am you. We never got better. We tried too, we wanted too. We leaned on Alyster and he made things better for a while, but the failures kept coming and we turned on him. We tried to rely on Executive Excellence…but we all remember how that ended up. The failures kept coming and couldn’t be tolerated.
She casts her attention back toward the Executive for a moment.
Old Woman: God! Remember that Golden Opportunity we were so utterly terrible in? That YOU were in. Three members of Executive Excellence but you were eliminated first and from there the numbers game wasn’t enough and despite having half the field in the match we couldn’t win.
Her gaze turns back to the Broken one.
Old Woman: I could never recover from being you. Why couldn’t you just have turned to our family in those darkest moments? Maybe they could have saved me from suffering decades of nothingness and dying alone…
Silence befalls this quartet of Gabrielle’s from different periods of her life. Reflecting upon everything the woman they all inevitably become has said. Broken Gabrielle looks even more defeated, the Executive looks hopeless…but the Goddess, she seems oblivious. Life was too good for her, nothing can bring her down.
The Goddess: It is not we who are to be judged…you old hag…
So she brings all of this back on track. For this, whatever this is has a meaning, has a purpose. These ghosts of herself are here to take Gabrielle somewhere in the moments after her death. So the Goddess turns on her heels and without saying a word the others follow her through an expansive nothingness of white. Just white and light as far as the eye can see, where could they possibly be going right now?
But then suddenly, somehow in this empty World, there’s something before them. A large structure stand’s before Gabrielle and her ‘guides’. A structure with six large black staircases that lead up to seats overlooking and surrounding her. As she takes in this strange area, whatever it is it feels cold, it feels unnatural. It feels like she’s been brought here to be judged, to be executed, to be cast aside or cast out. It feels like nothing good can happen to her here. As her younger selves stand around her silently, gazing upon her footsteps pulls her attention away. The silhouettes of four men are approaching them. As they get closer, rapidly so she can see that it's none other than Kayden Knox. A man she had confided in, and in a way loved as a friend who knew her trauma and her pain is approaching her. He’s older, much, much older now. Has he died too? Was Bad Reputation somehow so linked together that 50 years later they both passed away at the same time? Like her, Kayden is not alone, being led by three other out-of-sight figures who she couldn’t quite make out, they looked as though they were apparitions of a mirage in the desert. This doesn’t feel like a happy reunion though, at least not yet. Kayden looks as tired and worn out as Gabrielle imagines herself to look.
But then suddenly he doesn’t. As he closes in those last few steps between them she can see that Kayden was as she last remembered him and always as she used to remember him. She can see her own reflection in his eyes and she’s younger too now. A spitting image of the ‘Executive behind her, only with the wisdom of knowing where the failures of the Executive lead. The pair just stare at one another, not knowing what too say. It has been so very long since they last saw each other, not since ‘that’ night 50-odd years ago. Kayden just like her, is flanked by three images of himself. Sterling Jagger, The Afflicted, and The Suit. The faint smell of whiskey starts to permeate the room, emanating from Kayden, the elder Kayden.
The six guides, the six haunting reminders of who they were, the six Demons or Angels, the six visions of all that these two were, are and could have been huddle around each other. Their whispers carried throughout the white space. Gabrielle couldn’t make out what exactly was said but she heard the phrases “under trial”,and “found guilty”. Gabi leans over to Kayden asking what is going on. Their reunion in death all these years later a confusing one. She hears nothing from him for what seems like an eternity until the six start to make their way up the staircases to each of their respective seats. It is then that Kayden leans over and whispers to Gabi.
Kayden Knox: Judgement.
The first words Kayden says gives a chill up her spine as she tries to ask another question to Kayden, but a loud bang echoes through the white space and stops her. A gavel being slammed down into a benchtop as the three younger Gabrielles and Kaydens tower over them.
The Executive: The two of you have been brought in front of this council to stand trial.
The Suit: How do you plea?
This would come from the versions of Gabi & Kayden that looked more like their Bad Reputation versions of one another. Youthful, hopeful but pained. While the Kayden and Gabi that they speak too look so similar, their faces still bear the weight of decades having passed since. As Gabrielle looks for the right words to say, trying to understand what she would be pleading to, what she is on trial for Kayden intervenes.
Kayden Knox: What crimes do you think we have committed?
The Afflicted version of Kayden Knox on the far right shouts in anger.
The Afflicted: You know what you did. You know what you have DONE.
The Sterling Jagger version of Kayden on the far left laughs to himself joyously as he twist’s his mustache between his fingers. A steely gaze in his eyes as he glares at what he becomes.
Sterling: The two of you couldn’t keep it up. So much promise, so much potential. Kayden…Gabi and I should have been fireworks together. But you two blew it…and not in the fun way.
The Executive Excellence version of Kayden and Gabi start to speak again, taking control of the conversation.
The Executive: The two of you were lead astray by your own doubts. You became complacent and in the end you two have become so very weak. This weakness that oozes from the both of you continued to lead you down the road of failure long after Bad Reputation was a distant memory. Long after Executive Excellence 4.0 had come to an end. The two of you failed so many times that a pattern occurred. One that you could not escape from. A Pattern that drowned you both…that drowned all of us.
The Executive gestures around this space. The four versions of Gabrielle, the four versions of Kayden all crumbled. All were Broken and miserable. The Goddess and Sterling may try to hold their heads high and feel above this fate, but it is still their fate as well to die alone and in turn be mocked and judged by themselves.
The Executive: Did the two of you ever wonder what could of happened if you had beaten Aka & Cole? You indulged the vices of the good life allowing yourselves to be enticed by the money, the power, and the fame. You see because the two of you should have risen above it. You should have been able to lean on one another to balance.
The Suit: Two same sides of a different coin.
This catches Kayden off guard, before his attention shifts towards Gabi, staring at her by his side. She though seems unable to meet his gaze in turn. Not yet at least.
The Suit: The two of you for whatever reason, seemed to lose all trust in one another. You got to the top and it was like that was enough. Kayden we struggled for so long for a purpose, for an identity, for success. We were in this World surrounded by great Champions and we so desperately wanted to be just like them, to be one of them. Was a brief reign as X Champion and a shirt run as Tag Team Champion really enough for you?
The Executive: And what of you Gabrielle? Putting all your hopes into Executive Excellence taking you back to the top, and you got lazy. Thinking that all you had to do was surround yourself with those people and glory would follow. You blame the Goddess for setting forth such lofty expectations, but she never sat back and let everyone else win her matches for her. Remember how hard we worked to even get into that first Mile High match?
Silence. The words of these Executive Excellence / Bad Reputation ‘memories’ just left to hang in the air, weighing heavily over Gabrielle and Kayden.
The Suit: Both so consumed by your failures, so focused upon yourselves that you missed what the other one was enduring.
The Executive: You should have been there for each other.
Broken Gabrielle: Why weren’t you there for me Kayden?
The Afflicted: Why weren’t you there for me Gabrielle?
Silence. Neither of them quite knows how to answer. What happened between happened. But before then they had started to drift apart. Started to rely on each other less and less. For Gabrielle, Kayden was meant to be like so many others before him and help her get everything she wanted. Though their relationship was different, non-sexual and in Kayden she had seen someone who shares her pains and fears. For Kayden, Gabrielle was meant to be a Mentor of sorts. She had achieved everything he wanted. He could learn from her, and she could help him through his fears and his pains.
The Executive: It was all going so well until those two, Aka and Cole got the better of us the first time.
The Suit: That is undeniably where Bad Reputation started to fall apart…
The Executive: That month we were Tag Team Champions was everything I had been needing for years.
The Suit: But it didn’t last, and it took such a toll upon us.
Gabrielle and Kayden have heard enough. They know all of this far too well. And in reality, they’ve both had these conversations with themselves before. They’ve both blamed themselves for their failures and what their lives became. This is nothing new for either of them. A tired moment of self-destruction and self-loathing.
Something different happens here though.
Gabrielle: He wasn’t the man I thought he was. He dragged me down.
Her venomous words are directed at Kayden beside her. But he’s not even shocked, he was thinking the same thing.
Kayden Knox: She deceived me. I thought I was getting a Goddess, but she was nothing like what I thought she was.
Silence. It needed to be said.
Sterling: Enough. This bickering is what does us in. This lack of faith in each other is what means I endure everything I do, I TURN MY LIFE AROUND, and defeat my Demons…only to be consumed by them again.
The Goddess: This bickering ruins my life. I become everything that all me doubters claimed I was because you two give up on each other.
Broken Gabrielle: Kayden did you see what became of Gabrielle?
The Afflicted: Gabrielle did you see what became of Kayden?
Kayden and Gabrielle share a glance for a moment. Those words they’ve each put out there still ring in their ears. But less and less as the reality of where both of their lives went sinks in. Gabrielle had heard many, many years ago where Kayden ended up. Kayden in turn many, many years ago had watched what Gabrielle was reduced too.
And now they’ll each get to see exactly what becomes of the other one. Those chapters of their own lives they’ve tried to hide even from themselves.
In an instant, the white nothingness that is this landscape morphs around them both. Gabrielle is sent in one direction with the three versions of Kayden. While he in turn is sent in the opposite direction with the visages of Gabrielle.
The World around Gabrielle starts to take shape, a large building towering over her. It looks clinical and drab. Just a large grey box housing people. The words ‘Northstar Mental Hospital’ jumping out at her above the main entrance.
Gabrielle: This is where Kayden ends up…
Indeed it is. Gabrielle had meant so much to Kayden. She was a light in his World. This beautiful, talented woman that understood him on every level. Without her in his life he had slipped back into old habits and ended up here.
The three Kayden’s then take Gabrielle inside, down several halls past nurses, doctors and various patients who look utterly lost and broken. Finally, they get to Kayden Knox. Peering in through the small window in the door and he’s just sitting there on his bed, a blank, vacant expression upon his face. He looks like a man with nothing left, a man with no purpose, no reason for getting up in the morning. This is his life now.
Wake up, take some pills, sit on his bed, take some more pills, go to sleep.
Gabrielle steps inside with the Afflicted following her in.
The Afflicted: I thought I was past all of this. I thought I had found something in life to get me away from this sort of life. I knew for so very long that this is exactly where I would end up. So I changed, I bettered myself, I found small things to fight for, and then bigger things. I found you Gabrielle and I felt like this was no longer my destiny. I felt like I could actually be someone who mattered.
Bad Reputation meant that I could leave my reputation behind. We both had these reputations we wanted to leave behind. To move on from. But neither of us seemed truly able too. We just slipped back into old habits the second things got tough and weren’t going our way anymore. You liked me didn’t you Gabi?
This afflicted version of Kayden standing before the man he becomes and the woman he had let into his life thinking she would be his rock, his foundation seems lost for a moment. A couple of tears running down his face at the reality that he never escaped this fate, and its worse than he ever imagined.
Gabrielle: Of course I did. There were times where you meant the absolute World to me. We saved each other at what was up till then our lowest points. We could have saved each other from this fate. What I did…what you became, what I became. We didn’t deserve that. We were never perfect Kayden but we both deserved better than our fates.
Kayden Knox who has just sat there unmoving, with needle marks all over his arms actually seems to respond to the presence of Gabrielle now. Glancing up at her with a warm smile.
Gabrielle: You deserved so much better than this, and being friends with me made you see this life you could have. The money, the power, and the fame meant so much to you Kayden, and to me. It was everything I ever wanted. Everything you ever wanted and needed.
It's a sweet moment, for just a moment. Then the walls start to melt and the smile on Kayden’s face turns much more sinister. The Afflicted is whisked away, banished from here as Kayden rises up off his bed and comes face to face with Gabrielle.
Kayden Knox: You put me in this hell. You showed me a life I wanted so badly and then you took it away from me. You claimed to be my friend but you just wanted to use me. I was meant to prop up your career. So when things didn’t go our way you lost interest and gave up on me so quickly. You put me here, you cast me aside, you doomed me.
Why weren’t you better? Why didn’t you carry me up to the heights you had been? Instead, you rested on me and demanded that I do all of the work, and it broke me, it put me here. Your failures destroyed me, Gabrielle.
Gabi listens to the words that were said as she does she notices the sound of broken glass as it shatters around her. The room starts to fade away into the darkness as the glass falls around her.
…In an instant, Gabrielle is back in her death bed, a broken and lonely old woman, though she manages a smile now.
“I regret not loving myself more. I regret not making the most of the opportunities before me. I held a Golden Opportunity once, and I could have held it again. Oh how I regret not making amends and holding it a second time…”
A single tear rolls down her cheek before the storied and once revered life of Gabrielle Montgomery comes to an end...
…But death just takes everyone’s existence to another plane…
The old woman awakens in this place of bright light, and nothing else. No landscape, no trees, no scenery, no other people. Nothing. Is this hell? An eternity spent alone. Did she not already suffer enough in her life? Where are her loved ones that should greet the former Goddess in the afterlife? Did she even have any?
It's lonely, she’s lonelier than she ever has been before. Her tragic life and the emptiness she endured for those last several decades pale in comparison to whatever this is. The start of forever spent here, alone. Gabrielle had failed to make amends for her career. A second chance at the Golden Opportunity unfulfilled. The first one out, the first one who’s hopes were dashed. In the seconds before her death that moment had become so pivotal in her memories. A moment where perhaps she could have turned the rest of her life around.
Too much of her thirties was spent chasing any kind of success, any kind of glory, any kind of moment to justify her existence, that never came.
The briefest of stints as a Tag Team Champion alongside Kayden Knox wasn’t enough. The woman who had previously twice held the World Title for almost a full year wasn’t able to hold the Tag Team Titles longer than a month.
The ‘reality’ that she’s going to be stuck here for eternity with these thoughts brings her down to her knees. This frail old lonely woman, the last person you’d ever pick to be who Gabrielle becomes. But her failures to find lasting love, her failures to reclaim past glories, her failures to live up to the standards that being the Caramel Coated Goddess had set, broke her as the decades passed on by.
But then an instant she’s not alone. She’s surrounded by three young women. Are they angels? Are they demons? Well that all depends on who you ask. Who was Gabrielle in her youth? The Goddess, or the Devil in disguise?
So these three women with the caramel skin tones surrounding her could be either, or could be nothing. They could be a figment of her imagination as her last few synapses die. What they could be, is the Past, our Present, and the Broken of Gabrielle.
The ethereal Goddess who had mocked this dying old woman in the moments before her passing. The Executive who had tried to recapture her old glories with a return of Excellence. And the woman who crumbled under the weight of her own expectations and became Broken.
Is this her life flashing before her eyes (again?). Are these visages of her younger selves here to take her to heaven, or to hell? Is this her final moment to reflect upon just where it all went wrong for her? Where she started to punish herself for her own failings and closed herself off to the World. Is this a chance at redemption (again)?
Is this just the Gods themselves mocking her one final time? Does it even matter what it is?
No. She needs this. This frail old, lonely woman NEEDS this. Even if their first words to her are so cruel.
Goddess Gabrielle: You…I become you! You actually let me turn into this! How pathetic.
Executive Gabrielle: If I had of known this is where I wound up, I would have tried harder. I would have fought so much harder to not become you!
Broken Gabrielle: …I should have done us all a favour and jumped off that bridge. I should have killed us before we became ‘this’.
There’s a disturbing moment of silent agreement between the three younger visions of Gabrielle. Those haunting words from a Gabrielle whose mental health had snapped lingering in the air far too long. The other two not wanting to break the importance of those words. An earlier death would be preferable to seeing just how miserable their life becomes.
But still somewhere deep, deep in her belly is that fire and passion that had once made her great. Deep within the old woman there remains some kind of spark. Being so looked down upon by these three is not something she can accept just lying down.
Old Gabrielle: You’re blaming me? You three are blaming me for this. This is all on you three. Look at you Goddess. You think you’re so great, so perfect, so untouchable…
Indeed she does. The Goddess version of Gabrielle carries herself exactly like that. A smug grin that never wavers. Looking down her nose at everyone else. Her skin is blemish free, perfect even. Her figure is to die for, her every movement, her every breathe is calculated and purposeful. She exists to tantalize and distract all who gaze upon her. It was her greatest tool, her signature weapon.
Old Gabrielle: You deceived us, you lied to me. You made us all think we were so great. You made me spend the rest of my life chasing what you had achieved. I, no we all spent the rest of our days trying to become you again. But you had convinced us that you did everything you had accomplished on your own. That all those men who constantly had your back, and all those men who put you on your back were irrelevant. I spent so many years thinking I was good enough to recapture everything you had done.
But I didn’t want to sleep around with every guy who smiled at me. I didn’t want to have to rely on all those people constantly helping me. You made me think I could do it myself because thats what you told yourself even as you’d let referees put you on all fours in exchange for them counting your pinfalls a little bit quicker…
The youngest Gabrielle just rolls her eyes. She doesn’t care. She’s the version of Gabrielle that every other Gabrielle strived to be after all. She did it all and then some. She still has a Legacy of being a great Goddess.
Old Gabrielle: You were a lie. Smoke and mirrors. A deception that made my life so much harder. Everything you did made everyone else look down on us. Even those who said they loved us could never truly trust us or be there for us. You’re no better than me, you are me oh Goddess. Everything you did and it meant nothing in the end.
The Goddess still doesn’t care. After all, she’s but a distant memory. Her life was perfect, her life was carefree. Her life was one of excess, gluttony, carnal sin, devilish delights, and everything else she could ever desire.
Old Gabrielle: As for you…this was our solution huh? Things weren’t going so well for us, so we cozied up to Danny Toner again, toyed with Rupert Watkins, and brought back Executive Excellence. One final attempt to recapture what we used to be.
The old woman has turned her attention to the eldest of the three Gabrielle’s now. The ‘Executive’. That poise and confidence is largely gone. More of a sneer upon her face as she glares at her elder, presumably now dead self. This Gabrielle is trying so hard to be what she once was, but just can’t commit to it. A revealing outfit, accentuated by a pair of black leather gloves and messy hair. Does she want to be a Warrior or to be the Goddess reborn? The truth is the Executive became lost in who she was and had just absent-mindedly chased…something.
Old Gabrielle: This was the best you could possibly come up with? Falling back into old habits, relying on other people to do our dirty work. We wanted to be better than this, didn’t we? But it just wasn’t to be. Danny, Kayden and Mike they were our last hope. I remember how much faith we put in them, how much we were relying on them to get us what we had been chasing.
I wish we were stronger than that, but I understand why you had to do this to us. Why you had to bring Executive Excellence back. The last time the name Gabrielle truly meant something and was truly special was when Executive Excellence was around. It didn’t really work out for us though did it. You needed to have more belief in yourself. I’ve been plagued by images and memories of my life, and its all been so empty for so long…because you gave up on us.
The Executive just shakes her head. She’s not looking at her older self, almost refusing to acknowledge her and the truth she’s speaking. So Gabrielle just moves her attention to the third image of herself.
Old Woman: Why couldn’t you just talk to Alyster?
Broken Gabrielle. The woman who felt so empty and defeated that she almost took her own life. The woman who thought she had nothing left. The woman who gave up on herself completely and saw no purpose or meaning to her life. The woman who found herself with nothing in her life, a sad glimpse into what is the end of her life.
Old Woman: We lost to Davey and it broke us. It really did break us.
The room falls silent. Even the Goddess seems hurt at acknowledging just how low Broken Gabrielle was. She was a shell of everything everyone knew about Gabrielle. Throwing away the life she had built up for herself. Alienating herself from her family and friends. Choosing to punish herself by living in squalor and misery.
Old Woman: The Goddess may have created this false image of who we all were and what we were capable of. But you…Broken Gabrielle, you are were this life I had to endure truly began. You gave up on us and we never ever truly recovered. We never stopped ourselves, never quite silenced those voices that told us we’re old, washed up, terrible, useless, and worthless. I never got past being you. Everyone moved on from the chapter of our lives known as Broken Gabrielle. 2021 became 2022 but we never really recovered.
You don’t need to be standing here in front of me, because I still am you. We never got better. We tried too, we wanted too. We leaned on Alyster and he made things better for a while, but the failures kept coming and we turned on him. We tried to rely on Executive Excellence…but we all remember how that ended up. The failures kept coming and couldn’t be tolerated.
She casts her attention back toward the Executive for a moment.
Old Woman: God! Remember that Golden Opportunity we were so utterly terrible in? That YOU were in. Three members of Executive Excellence but you were eliminated first and from there the numbers game wasn’t enough and despite having half the field in the match we couldn’t win.
Her gaze turns back to the Broken one.
Old Woman: I could never recover from being you. Why couldn’t you just have turned to our family in those darkest moments? Maybe they could have saved me from suffering decades of nothingness and dying alone…
Silence befalls this quartet of Gabrielle’s from different periods of her life. Reflecting upon everything the woman they all inevitably become has said. Broken Gabrielle looks even more defeated, the Executive looks hopeless…but the Goddess, she seems oblivious. Life was too good for her, nothing can bring her down.
The Goddess: It is not we who are to be judged…you old hag…
So she brings all of this back on track. For this, whatever this is has a meaning, has a purpose. These ghosts of herself are here to take Gabrielle somewhere in the moments after her death. So the Goddess turns on her heels and without saying a word the others follow her through an expansive nothingness of white. Just white and light as far as the eye can see, where could they possibly be going right now?
But then suddenly, somehow in this empty World, there’s something before them. A large structure stand’s before Gabrielle and her ‘guides’. A structure with six large black staircases that lead up to seats overlooking and surrounding her. As she takes in this strange area, whatever it is it feels cold, it feels unnatural. It feels like she’s been brought here to be judged, to be executed, to be cast aside or cast out. It feels like nothing good can happen to her here. As her younger selves stand around her silently, gazing upon her footsteps pulls her attention away. The silhouettes of four men are approaching them. As they get closer, rapidly so she can see that it's none other than Kayden Knox. A man she had confided in, and in a way loved as a friend who knew her trauma and her pain is approaching her. He’s older, much, much older now. Has he died too? Was Bad Reputation somehow so linked together that 50 years later they both passed away at the same time? Like her, Kayden is not alone, being led by three other out-of-sight figures who she couldn’t quite make out, they looked as though they were apparitions of a mirage in the desert. This doesn’t feel like a happy reunion though, at least not yet. Kayden looks as tired and worn out as Gabrielle imagines herself to look.
But then suddenly he doesn’t. As he closes in those last few steps between them she can see that Kayden was as she last remembered him and always as she used to remember him. She can see her own reflection in his eyes and she’s younger too now. A spitting image of the ‘Executive behind her, only with the wisdom of knowing where the failures of the Executive lead. The pair just stare at one another, not knowing what too say. It has been so very long since they last saw each other, not since ‘that’ night 50-odd years ago. Kayden just like her, is flanked by three images of himself. Sterling Jagger, The Afflicted, and The Suit. The faint smell of whiskey starts to permeate the room, emanating from Kayden, the elder Kayden.
The six guides, the six haunting reminders of who they were, the six Demons or Angels, the six visions of all that these two were, are and could have been huddle around each other. Their whispers carried throughout the white space. Gabrielle couldn’t make out what exactly was said but she heard the phrases “under trial”,and “found guilty”. Gabi leans over to Kayden asking what is going on. Their reunion in death all these years later a confusing one. She hears nothing from him for what seems like an eternity until the six start to make their way up the staircases to each of their respective seats. It is then that Kayden leans over and whispers to Gabi.
Kayden Knox: Judgement.
The first words Kayden says gives a chill up her spine as she tries to ask another question to Kayden, but a loud bang echoes through the white space and stops her. A gavel being slammed down into a benchtop as the three younger Gabrielles and Kaydens tower over them.
The Executive: The two of you have been brought in front of this council to stand trial.
The Suit: How do you plea?
This would come from the versions of Gabi & Kayden that looked more like their Bad Reputation versions of one another. Youthful, hopeful but pained. While the Kayden and Gabi that they speak too look so similar, their faces still bear the weight of decades having passed since. As Gabrielle looks for the right words to say, trying to understand what she would be pleading to, what she is on trial for Kayden intervenes.
Kayden Knox: What crimes do you think we have committed?
The Afflicted version of Kayden Knox on the far right shouts in anger.
The Afflicted: You know what you did. You know what you have DONE.
The Sterling Jagger version of Kayden on the far left laughs to himself joyously as he twist’s his mustache between his fingers. A steely gaze in his eyes as he glares at what he becomes.
Sterling: The two of you couldn’t keep it up. So much promise, so much potential. Kayden…Gabi and I should have been fireworks together. But you two blew it…and not in the fun way.
The Executive Excellence version of Kayden and Gabi start to speak again, taking control of the conversation.
The Executive: The two of you were lead astray by your own doubts. You became complacent and in the end you two have become so very weak. This weakness that oozes from the both of you continued to lead you down the road of failure long after Bad Reputation was a distant memory. Long after Executive Excellence 4.0 had come to an end. The two of you failed so many times that a pattern occurred. One that you could not escape from. A Pattern that drowned you both…that drowned all of us.
The Executive gestures around this space. The four versions of Gabrielle, the four versions of Kayden all crumbled. All were Broken and miserable. The Goddess and Sterling may try to hold their heads high and feel above this fate, but it is still their fate as well to die alone and in turn be mocked and judged by themselves.
The Executive: Did the two of you ever wonder what could of happened if you had beaten Aka & Cole? You indulged the vices of the good life allowing yourselves to be enticed by the money, the power, and the fame. You see because the two of you should have risen above it. You should have been able to lean on one another to balance.
The Suit: Two same sides of a different coin.
This catches Kayden off guard, before his attention shifts towards Gabi, staring at her by his side. She though seems unable to meet his gaze in turn. Not yet at least.
The Suit: The two of you for whatever reason, seemed to lose all trust in one another. You got to the top and it was like that was enough. Kayden we struggled for so long for a purpose, for an identity, for success. We were in this World surrounded by great Champions and we so desperately wanted to be just like them, to be one of them. Was a brief reign as X Champion and a shirt run as Tag Team Champion really enough for you?
The Executive: And what of you Gabrielle? Putting all your hopes into Executive Excellence taking you back to the top, and you got lazy. Thinking that all you had to do was surround yourself with those people and glory would follow. You blame the Goddess for setting forth such lofty expectations, but she never sat back and let everyone else win her matches for her. Remember how hard we worked to even get into that first Mile High match?
Silence. The words of these Executive Excellence / Bad Reputation ‘memories’ just left to hang in the air, weighing heavily over Gabrielle and Kayden.
The Suit: Both so consumed by your failures, so focused upon yourselves that you missed what the other one was enduring.
The Executive: You should have been there for each other.
Broken Gabrielle: Why weren’t you there for me Kayden?
The Afflicted: Why weren’t you there for me Gabrielle?
Silence. Neither of them quite knows how to answer. What happened between happened. But before then they had started to drift apart. Started to rely on each other less and less. For Gabrielle, Kayden was meant to be like so many others before him and help her get everything she wanted. Though their relationship was different, non-sexual and in Kayden she had seen someone who shares her pains and fears. For Kayden, Gabrielle was meant to be a Mentor of sorts. She had achieved everything he wanted. He could learn from her, and she could help him through his fears and his pains.
The Executive: It was all going so well until those two, Aka and Cole got the better of us the first time.
The Suit: That is undeniably where Bad Reputation started to fall apart…
The Executive: That month we were Tag Team Champions was everything I had been needing for years.
The Suit: But it didn’t last, and it took such a toll upon us.
Gabrielle and Kayden have heard enough. They know all of this far too well. And in reality, they’ve both had these conversations with themselves before. They’ve both blamed themselves for their failures and what their lives became. This is nothing new for either of them. A tired moment of self-destruction and self-loathing.
Something different happens here though.
Gabrielle: He wasn’t the man I thought he was. He dragged me down.
Her venomous words are directed at Kayden beside her. But he’s not even shocked, he was thinking the same thing.
Kayden Knox: She deceived me. I thought I was getting a Goddess, but she was nothing like what I thought she was.
Silence. It needed to be said.
Sterling: Enough. This bickering is what does us in. This lack of faith in each other is what means I endure everything I do, I TURN MY LIFE AROUND, and defeat my Demons…only to be consumed by them again.
The Goddess: This bickering ruins my life. I become everything that all me doubters claimed I was because you two give up on each other.
Broken Gabrielle: Kayden did you see what became of Gabrielle?
The Afflicted: Gabrielle did you see what became of Kayden?
Kayden and Gabrielle share a glance for a moment. Those words they’ve each put out there still ring in their ears. But less and less as the reality of where both of their lives went sinks in. Gabrielle had heard many, many years ago where Kayden ended up. Kayden in turn many, many years ago had watched what Gabrielle was reduced too.
And now they’ll each get to see exactly what becomes of the other one. Those chapters of their own lives they’ve tried to hide even from themselves.
In an instant, the white nothingness that is this landscape morphs around them both. Gabrielle is sent in one direction with the three versions of Kayden. While he in turn is sent in the opposite direction with the visages of Gabrielle.
The World around Gabrielle starts to take shape, a large building towering over her. It looks clinical and drab. Just a large grey box housing people. The words ‘Northstar Mental Hospital’ jumping out at her above the main entrance.
Gabrielle: This is where Kayden ends up…
Indeed it is. Gabrielle had meant so much to Kayden. She was a light in his World. This beautiful, talented woman that understood him on every level. Without her in his life he had slipped back into old habits and ended up here.
The three Kayden’s then take Gabrielle inside, down several halls past nurses, doctors and various patients who look utterly lost and broken. Finally, they get to Kayden Knox. Peering in through the small window in the door and he’s just sitting there on his bed, a blank, vacant expression upon his face. He looks like a man with nothing left, a man with no purpose, no reason for getting up in the morning. This is his life now.
Wake up, take some pills, sit on his bed, take some more pills, go to sleep.
Gabrielle steps inside with the Afflicted following her in.
The Afflicted: I thought I was past all of this. I thought I had found something in life to get me away from this sort of life. I knew for so very long that this is exactly where I would end up. So I changed, I bettered myself, I found small things to fight for, and then bigger things. I found you Gabrielle and I felt like this was no longer my destiny. I felt like I could actually be someone who mattered.
Bad Reputation meant that I could leave my reputation behind. We both had these reputations we wanted to leave behind. To move on from. But neither of us seemed truly able too. We just slipped back into old habits the second things got tough and weren’t going our way anymore. You liked me didn’t you Gabi?
This afflicted version of Kayden standing before the man he becomes and the woman he had let into his life thinking she would be his rock, his foundation seems lost for a moment. A couple of tears running down his face at the reality that he never escaped this fate, and its worse than he ever imagined.
Gabrielle: Of course I did. There were times where you meant the absolute World to me. We saved each other at what was up till then our lowest points. We could have saved each other from this fate. What I did…what you became, what I became. We didn’t deserve that. We were never perfect Kayden but we both deserved better than our fates.
Kayden Knox who has just sat there unmoving, with needle marks all over his arms actually seems to respond to the presence of Gabrielle now. Glancing up at her with a warm smile.
Gabrielle: You deserved so much better than this, and being friends with me made you see this life you could have. The money, the power, and the fame meant so much to you Kayden, and to me. It was everything I ever wanted. Everything you ever wanted and needed.
It's a sweet moment, for just a moment. Then the walls start to melt and the smile on Kayden’s face turns much more sinister. The Afflicted is whisked away, banished from here as Kayden rises up off his bed and comes face to face with Gabrielle.
Kayden Knox: You put me in this hell. You showed me a life I wanted so badly and then you took it away from me. You claimed to be my friend but you just wanted to use me. I was meant to prop up your career. So when things didn’t go our way you lost interest and gave up on me so quickly. You put me here, you cast me aside, you doomed me.
Why weren’t you better? Why didn’t you carry me up to the heights you had been? Instead, you rested on me and demanded that I do all of the work, and it broke me, it put me here. Your failures destroyed me, Gabrielle.
Gabi listens to the words that were said as she does she notices the sound of broken glass as it shatters around her. The room starts to fade away into the darkness as the glass falls around her.
Kayden is led by the three Gabi’s to a glass-like structure where through it he could see an old run-down building with graffiti sprayed on either side of it. There was a woman in a black hoodie jacket standing outside a doorway. The face was covered, and her body and the curves of her hips seem familiar to Kayden. He turns to the three Gabi’s as then Broken Gabrielle would step forward grabbing Kayden’s hand and touching the glass. The shattered pieces fell like raindrops over them. The glass didn’t hurt them. No instead, it turned into a different world. The other Gabi’s fading away, Kayden and Broken Gabrielle were now the only two left. Broken Gabrielle's hands started to shake for a moment as she then pointed across the street.
Broken Gabrielle: The third floor is where she will be.
Kayden Knox: Where are we?
Broken Gabrielle: …
She simply points once again to the building. Kayden made his way across the street and started to walk up the stairs to the third floor. He finally gets to the floor and as he does he notices the hooded mystery woman once again. She was standing outside a door. She knocks on it and a few moments go by until a man steps out. The man had a black leather jacket very similar to that of Kayden’s back in the day, with black sunglasses that he pushed to the bridge of his nose.
???: You here for the audition? Come on in…
They walk through the door but, it was left with a crack as Kayden approached it. He started to try and open the door and noticed he couldn’t budge it. Kayden hears a whisper as Broken Gabrielle once again appears behind him.
Broken Gabrielle: Just watch.
Kayden turns to her as he does she once more vanishes. Kayden watches through the crack of the door to the conversation.
???: So Gabrielle Montgomery, I can’t believe we finally were able to convince you to star in this production.
Kayden can now see the face of the woman is that of Gabrielle Montgomery. She is looking tired her once beautiful face is now damaged. She has crow's feet under her eyes. Her hair is a mess of dead ends and it looks unclean. She is wearing heavy black makeup around her eyes. She has black lipstick as she talks back to the man.
Gabi: You can just call me Gabi.
This wasn’t a confident or even a lively response. She wasn’t even looking him in the eyes. This response was different than anything Kayden had seen from her before. This was timid, this was submissive. This wasn’t the Gabrielle Montgomery that Kayden Knox knew. This was beyond broken, this was desperation. It was just then that Kayden clinched his eyes and saw Gabi was on a couch, not just any ordinary couch; It was the couch. Kayden wanted to close his eyes as the bright lights shined down on the Caramel Goddess. She would undress and her eyes pierced into the door as the red light of a camcorder turned on. Kayden couldn’t watch turning his head in disgust as the sounds echoed throughout the floor. Kayden saw Broken Gabrielle appear again smoking a cig as Kayden walked to her.
Kayden Knox: What the fuck is that! Gabi, she…. you … would never do that.
She cuts him off as she takes a drag from her cig.
Broken Gabrielle: You see Kayden when we started to come into each other's lives. You and I both were in two very dark places. You had been dealing with the endings of The Affliction. You also were trying to turn a new leaf. The thing though is that there was a light in our darkest days in one another. What do you think would happen if that night we didn’t end up on that same bus?
Kayden runs his hands through his hair and then notices a spot on his wrist.
Kayden Knox: I know, that I felt alone. I felt that everything I was doing was nothing. That it was meaningless. I felt like I was just going through the motions.
Broken Gabrielle: How do you think I felt? I had every judgemental eyes on me. I had everything I ever wanted taken from me. I was broken… and I wasn’t far off from those same thoughts in your own head. You never strayed, you never gave a damn what those people thought of me. So tell me why do you care now? Why do you care about what people think of me? Is it because we are a team and what I do well somehow reflect you?
The sound of Gabi can be heard moaning through the door as Kayden walks down the stairway. When he does though he realizes he is on the same floor again the moans our louder.
Broken Gabrielle: Don’t you know that this is all I am good at? Don’t you know this is the only thing I can’t fail.
The door cracks a little more open as Gabi is seen face down on the couch her backside up as the sound of moans intense. You then hear the sound of it finishing as the red recording light fades and a demoralized Gabi is on her knees. Gabi stares at Kayden through the door as money is thrown at her. Broken Gabrielle appears she is staring down at Kayden as he has fallen to the ground curled up.
Broken Gabrielle: You did this, no matter what way the outcome became this is your fault Kayden. You should of never given me false hope. You should of never given me light. That was cruel that was a fate far worst than death. You give someone hope, you even give it to them for a second to just take it all away that is hell.
The room starts to crack and shattered all around them pieces of broken glass from the floor go off until there is nothing. There just in the empty dark was Broken Gabrielle & Kayden Knox. The two of them not saying a word. There is another glass shatter as Kayden sees the present Gabrielle coming back from her venture. Kayden and Gabi stare at one another through the glass and as they touch it shattered down the middle before hitting the ground. You can then see spread out across the floor different each other in each one of the glass pieces.
Broken Gabrielle: The third floor is where she will be.
Kayden Knox: Where are we?
Broken Gabrielle: …
She simply points once again to the building. Kayden made his way across the street and started to walk up the stairs to the third floor. He finally gets to the floor and as he does he notices the hooded mystery woman once again. She was standing outside a door. She knocks on it and a few moments go by until a man steps out. The man had a black leather jacket very similar to that of Kayden’s back in the day, with black sunglasses that he pushed to the bridge of his nose.
???: You here for the audition? Come on in…
They walk through the door but, it was left with a crack as Kayden approached it. He started to try and open the door and noticed he couldn’t budge it. Kayden hears a whisper as Broken Gabrielle once again appears behind him.
Broken Gabrielle: Just watch.
Kayden turns to her as he does she once more vanishes. Kayden watches through the crack of the door to the conversation.
???: So Gabrielle Montgomery, I can’t believe we finally were able to convince you to star in this production.
Kayden can now see the face of the woman is that of Gabrielle Montgomery. She is looking tired her once beautiful face is now damaged. She has crow's feet under her eyes. Her hair is a mess of dead ends and it looks unclean. She is wearing heavy black makeup around her eyes. She has black lipstick as she talks back to the man.
Gabi: You can just call me Gabi.
This wasn’t a confident or even a lively response. She wasn’t even looking him in the eyes. This response was different than anything Kayden had seen from her before. This was timid, this was submissive. This wasn’t the Gabrielle Montgomery that Kayden Knox knew. This was beyond broken, this was desperation. It was just then that Kayden clinched his eyes and saw Gabi was on a couch, not just any ordinary couch; It was the couch. Kayden wanted to close his eyes as the bright lights shined down on the Caramel Goddess. She would undress and her eyes pierced into the door as the red light of a camcorder turned on. Kayden couldn’t watch turning his head in disgust as the sounds echoed throughout the floor. Kayden saw Broken Gabrielle appear again smoking a cig as Kayden walked to her.
Kayden Knox: What the fuck is that! Gabi, she…. you … would never do that.
She cuts him off as she takes a drag from her cig.
Broken Gabrielle: You see Kayden when we started to come into each other's lives. You and I both were in two very dark places. You had been dealing with the endings of The Affliction. You also were trying to turn a new leaf. The thing though is that there was a light in our darkest days in one another. What do you think would happen if that night we didn’t end up on that same bus?
Kayden runs his hands through his hair and then notices a spot on his wrist.
Kayden Knox: I know, that I felt alone. I felt that everything I was doing was nothing. That it was meaningless. I felt like I was just going through the motions.
Broken Gabrielle: How do you think I felt? I had every judgemental eyes on me. I had everything I ever wanted taken from me. I was broken… and I wasn’t far off from those same thoughts in your own head. You never strayed, you never gave a damn what those people thought of me. So tell me why do you care now? Why do you care about what people think of me? Is it because we are a team and what I do well somehow reflect you?
The sound of Gabi can be heard moaning through the door as Kayden walks down the stairway. When he does though he realizes he is on the same floor again the moans our louder.
Broken Gabrielle: Don’t you know that this is all I am good at? Don’t you know this is the only thing I can’t fail.
The door cracks a little more open as Gabi is seen face down on the couch her backside up as the sound of moans intense. You then hear the sound of it finishing as the red recording light fades and a demoralized Gabi is on her knees. Gabi stares at Kayden through the door as money is thrown at her. Broken Gabrielle appears she is staring down at Kayden as he has fallen to the ground curled up.
Broken Gabrielle: You did this, no matter what way the outcome became this is your fault Kayden. You should of never given me false hope. You should of never given me light. That was cruel that was a fate far worst than death. You give someone hope, you even give it to them for a second to just take it all away that is hell.
The room starts to crack and shattered all around them pieces of broken glass from the floor go off until there is nothing. There just in the empty dark was Broken Gabrielle & Kayden Knox. The two of them not saying a word. There is another glass shatter as Kayden sees the present Gabrielle coming back from her venture. Kayden and Gabi stare at one another through the glass and as they touch it shattered down the middle before hitting the ground. You can then see spread out across the floor different each other in each one of the glass pieces.
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