Also juice you gotta stop taking shit personally. I dont think anybody just goes into games to target people they dont like or whatever. Even lethal and sky who clearly dont like each other, make an effort to try and actually read each other lolol
Some styles will attract suspicion more than others. People like sky and OMB that just blurt out their thoughts with no filter is just always gonna attract suspicion. I feel like you with your getting aggro and unorthodox way you approach things is also the same way. But just because you attract suspicion doesnt mean you will actually get lynched. If you keep a level head and just engage people on a game related basis and explain where you're coming from then you stand a much better chance of warding off wagons.
You just cant let yourself fall into making your whole play about yourself. When Im under suspicion I will engage people and defend myself, but I wont stop trying to play the game and making reads either and Im pretty good at shifting wagons off myself
And losing your shit and flipping out and getting emotional just doesnt work either lol. 1 because you've done it as scum before but also just because anyone thats played mafia for any decent period of time have seen scum appeals to emotion a million times. it just turns it into a vicious cycle where you're mad, they're mad, you cba playing and they just wanna get you gone