gotta remind myself that despite certain things in my life still not being good and stuff mixed, inside the last three years - got back in education (now in my last year at uni from September, hopefully achieving that degree) and gained qualifications I didn't get as a teen due to a messed up life, lost 84 pounds in weight, took up running last year and can last 10k without stopping, off the cigarettes for a year and a half now, passed theory test and learning to drive in September, and despite being a student - have started savings. Hoping to have £3k saved by the time I finish uni then see what's next