I used to feel like that but I pay for Prime, Netflix and Shudder so if I can't find something I wanted to watch I just usually put the pirate hat on.It's hard for me tho, my friends try to get me to pirate more than I want to. I feel bad doing it. My friend has a Plex server with like 5,000 movies on it and gave me access to it and I didn't use it for quite a few years because I just felt bad doing it. Now I don't care so much