Pulling up to the building he feared more than death; Nicky let out a deep sigh. It had been so long since he had looked upon this building, yet he knew it was the place he needed to be. Looking at the old looking building, Nicky could feel the dread of what was about to transpire in this building. He already knew that it was foolish to have even thought of coming to this terrible place. Letting out another sigh, Nicky turned off the ignition to his car and got out. Wearing casual clothes, shorts and a t-shirt, Nicky headed for the main entrance. The sky was a gloomy gray and it only caused his moral to get even lower. As he neared the main doors, he looked to the side and read the dull looking sign that said ‘Dallas Mental Health Institute’. He knew, as well as all of Dallas that that was just fancy words for insane asylum. That sign depressed him, it was as if the people running this establishment didn’t care how they looked. They always begged, and on some rare occasions would demand donations, but Nicky just wasn’t sure where that money was going. As he entered the building a nasty smell invaded his nostrils, threatening to cause him to vomit. Nicky couldn’t even imagine what kind of smells he smelt that would combine into such a horrific smell. He looked around and saw some of the older patients walking around in a depressed manner, as if they had given up. Nicky knew the more time he spent in this place; the more it would destroy his mind. But he owed a visit to this horrible place. Nicky walked up to the front desk only to see that nobody was there. He looked around, even leaned over the desk to see if anybody was in one of the smaller rooms. He suddenly heard a very enthusiastic squeal. He suddenly noticed a nurse’s outfit moving up and down. Nicky had an idea of what was happening, and wasn’t too fond of the idea of it. Nicky noticed a bell on the desk and began to ring it. Suddenly a beautiful blonde woman with disheveled hair walked out, she seemed to be short of breath, as if she had just finished a work out.
Following her out came a handsome looking man, clean cut brown hair, strong jaw and cheekbones. Nicky knew they were just having sex, and was sickened by this. The woman looked at Nicky nervously as the man walked away, smiling at the woman than giving Nicky a dirty look. It was obvious to Nicky that the man was upset about being interrupted. The woman wasted no time in attempting to straighten not only her hair, but her pink nurse’s shirt. She finally sat down and looked up at him with a half smile. Nicky waited for her to get settled, he understood the passion of young lust. This woman looked nearly too young for the man she was just with however. He looked to at least be in his mid forties while she herself looked to only be about twenty three, very least twenty five. Nicky wasn’t too fond of that idea either, it was apparent that the man had just used her for sex as a single tear of embarrassment rolled down her cheek. She began to type on the computer, most likely to sign into her profile or something. Nicky wasn’t sure, they always typed stuff on the computers here. She looked back up at him, and Nicky was taken aback by how beautiful she was. Her smile alone could cause a man to buckle at the knees. Nicky felt sorry for her, she must have been abused as a child to have to accept sexual pleasures from a man of that age. She spoke to him, finally breaking the silence.
Nurse: “How can I help you?â€
Nicky took a moment to respond, he was worried he might slip up and mention something about what he had just seen. He then smiled and proceeded to speak.
Nicky Trix: “I’m here to visit Mrs. Trix.â€
She smiled as she typed the name in her computer. As she typed on her computer, Nicky was able to get a quick glance at her name tag. He was also able to get a look at her cleavage, but that wasn’t what he was looking for. He didn’t mind the sight, but he didn’t want to seem like a pervert. He had read that her name was Debbie. He always found that to be a pretty name. Thoughts of his late wife suddenly arose in Nicky’s mind. He had to fight back the urge to run away in fear that he may cry. It had been four years since her death, Nicky knew he couldn’t hold on to that forever and that he would eventually have to let go. He noticed that Debbie had been looking at him intently for a while now, and couldn’t help but ignore those beautiful green eyes of hers. His face turned red from embarrassment.
Nicky Trix: “I’m sorry, I was lost in thought, what did you say?â€
Debbie only smiled as she repeated herself.
Debbie: “Mrs. Trix isn’t scheduled for a visit today.â€
Nicky’s heart jumped, had the doctor lied to him? Nicky remembered that he had a piece of paper and checked his pockets. Upon finding it, Nicky smiled.
Nicky Trix: “I have this slip here from Doctor Grey. He said it was good for today only.â€
Debbie smiled as she accepted the piece of paper. She typed in some things that Nicky couldn’t see and looked back up at him and smiled. Getting up from her desk she walked around to stand beside him. Asking Nicky to follow her she began to walk in a certain direction. Nicky followed her without hesitation and with no complaints. He looked down for a moment or two and looked at her buttocks. Although the pants left very much to the imagination, Nicky could see the curves. Nicky mentally slapped himself as he remembered where he was, and what he had just witnessed. Although, he couldn’t really assume whether she was a promiscuous woman, he dared not think of her in that way at this given moment.
They walked up to a doorway and stopped. She turned around and smiled and put up one finger to indicate for Nicky to wait. Nicky complied as she went inside the room, calling out to Nicky a moment later. As Nicky entered the room he saw his mother lying on her bed, looking out the window. Nicky looked out there for a moment as he watched two crows fly by in the gray sky that now looked to be pregnant with the threat of rain. Debbie spoke in a soft and friendly voice.
Debbie: “Mrs. Trix? There is someone here to see you.â€
A low grunt is all that was heard from the older woman lying in bed. Nicky knew that was all that Debbie would get out of her. Nicky thanked Debbie as she left the room, receiving a wink from the woman before she left the room. Nicky wasn’t sure what to make of that wink, but he didn’t want to think about it right away. He looked at the older woman who paid no attention to him. He sighed a little, nervous of this confrontation.
Nicky Trix: “Mom? It’s me, Nicky. Remember me?â€
Nicky’s mother only grunted, much the same way she grunted at Debbie. Nicky knew this was going to be a very difficult conversation. He walked over to the single chair by the window, grabbed it and pulled it in the direction of his mother. Once satisfied with its position, Nicky faced his mother. She finally looked at him and smiled.
Sandra Trix: “Nicky?â€
Nicky fought back some tears as he smiled back at his mom.
Nicky Trix: “Yes mom! It’s your son, Nicky.â€
Sandra Trix: “Why are you here?â€
Nicky smiled a little bit as tears started to roll down his cheeks. He was happy to see that his mother was acknowledging him.
Nicky Trix: “To visit you, it’s been a long time. A lot has changed since I last visited you. I’m now working for a nice wrestling company; I just won one of their championships.â€
She grunted again as she looked outside once more.
Sandra Trix: “Looks like it might rain.â€
Nicky understood how uninterested his mother was in wrestling. She never liked it, and some say that it was the cause of her madness. His father was so into wrestling that he barely had time for his wife. At one point she just gave up and went crazy. Nicky knew that he shouldn’t try and press the topic, but this was something he was proud of. He hoped his mother would have been just as proud of him.
Nicky Trix: “Did you hear me mom? I’m doing pretty well for myself now. You should have seen some of the faces of people when I won that championship. Almost everybody doubted me. I proved them wrong though. Now Eric Snow is using his rematch clause for tomorrow night to try and win the belt back. I-“
Sandra Trix: “Did you know that belts were created to keep pants above your butt?â€
Nicky couldn’t help but smile at the interruption. His mother was showing no interest in him. Nicky knew he couldn’t do much about it. It upset him something fierce, but he still loved her. He didn’t hold it against her, as she didn’t know what she was really saying.
Nicky Trix: “Well mom, I have to go. It was nice seeing you.â€
All he got out of her was a grunt as he kissed her on the forehead and left her room. Putting up a strong face, Nicky walked up to the desk. He intended to just walk out, but Debbie had stopped him and had given him a piece of paper as she smiled a flirtatious smile. Nicky took it with a grain of salt as he left the building. The instant he got in the car he couldn’t control the amount of tears that streamed down his face. That was the most awful experience he had ever faced, and wasn’t sure if he could do it again.