"The YouTube Video was not in any way a suicide note.. No words such as  death, suicide, kill, heaven or hell were included-I wanted to see  people's optimism or pessimism towards my words. It's pretty clear to me  what their reaction was, and I needed one last attention grabber to let  the World know that Matt Hardy has re-found his true self. After the  events of the last couple of weeks, even though I've made some terrible  mistakes, I have come to a revelation in my life. I realized that since  the "MATTHEW" videos, with the damage inflicted on my body over the last  15 years and, more importantly, how I was coping with the severe pain,  "Matt Hardy" had lost his way. I went from being the guy who wanted to  change the world, entertain and inspire people to being someone who was  more concerned about shock value and making the world unravel my cryptic  messages and videos.
NO MORE.
Tonight's video at 
http://bit.ly/dvfwOb  represented the end of the "New" Matt "MATTHEW" Hardy, as I've come  full circle back to the "Old" Matt Hardy. They say what doesn't kill you  makes you stronger, and I believe that statement defined my last two  weeks. Regardless of if its in a wrestling ring or not, I WILL change  the World, make it a better place, and inspire and motivate others to do  the same. I am of sane mind, completely clean of any and all crutches,  and feel better then I have in years. You'll be surprised at my stories  from the last two weeks, as well as my future plans and aspirations..  More videos will follow on 
http://www.youtube.com/MATTHARDYBRAND  to explain my revelation and reveal my future plans. I apologize to  anyone who was taken off guard or frightened by my final, cryptic  YouTube entry. I want to reassure everyone that I am doing great right  now. Stay tuned, as I'll be upgrading and launching several new ventures  in the days to come. Be well all, I wish you all the best.
Matt Hardy"