I don't know of what or why. I don't even know why I'm posting this at 2AM in the morning. But I can't sleep. I can't walk around. I can't eat something or drink anything. I can't go back to bed. I'm just sitting here. And I'm deathly afraid of something. I know when I go back to sleep and come back on here tomorrow I'm probably going to be made fun of alot for this and am probably going to face alot of ridicule. But I had to tell somebody. I had to let somebody know that I am really really scared. And I can't say why.