I couldn't let the nagging doubts get to me. I knew this was a mistake, but I had to do this. I do still love Cindy, but I need to see if I'm capable of being with anyone else. And if she really loved me, she would be able to forgive me..
It was that time.. The time for me, to make the biggest mistake of my life..
~*~
Already inside the Wyoming Valley Mall in the heart of Wilkes Barre, Pa. I was standing in front of ATT Wireless booth, browsing through some of their new phones as Lindsey stood only a few inches away from me.
She attempted to get closer and closer to me, but each time she would, I'd quickly move away.
Clearly, I was not interested in this girl.
Whatever..
The clerk at the stand pulled out the iPhone 4S because I finally decided to upgrade my iPhone 4.
8.0 Megapixel Camera.
64 Gigs of memory for all my pictures and my music.
And records in HD?
Do you know how good my homemade pornos would look?
I had to have it.
BB: I'll take it.
The clerk nodded his head and remembered a promotional offer they were running.
Clerk: Excellent choice sir. We also got a promotional offer going on right now that if you buy this phone and add a two year extension to your contract, you get a second one free.
I knew this was a scam. They always get you with a discount or a free phone if, and only if, you extend your contract. But what do I care? I'm fucking rich!
Plus, Cindy wanted this phone since they played the first commercial for it..
BB: I'll do it.
I handed him my debit card as the clerk nodded and turned around and began to activate both phones. I looked to my left and saw Jamilyn twirling her hair around in her finger.
BB: You bored?
She looked over at me and simply smiled.
Lindsey: A little bit.. These cell phone places take forever!
Honestly, I didn't give a shit. In my mind, I kept trying to think of a way to get rid of this girl. Sure she was nice, but really.. She wasn't my type. She then did something I didn't expect, reaching for my hand, trying to hold it. I looked down and thought, what the fuck. I wanted to pull away but I just didn't have the heart to do it. Luckily for me, the clerk walked up to us and set down my new contract.
Clerk: I just need you to sign here, sir.
Thank God. Although she was holding my left hand, and I was right handed, I still pulled away. You can tell by the look on her face that she knew something was going on. I signed the new contract to finalize the deal as the clerk handed me my new cell phone, my debit card, and a bag with the other phone in it.
Clerk: I've already activated your line, and whenever you decide to use the other phone, just pop in the sim card and you'll be good to go.
BB: Sounds good. Thanks, boss.
I threw my debit card into the right pocket of my jeans and turned around only to see the shock of my life.
It was Cindy, standing with her arms crossed giving me the dirtiest look I've ever received.
BB: Baby? What are you doin' here?
Cindy ignored me and looked over at Lindsey.
Cindy: Who the fuck is this trick?
I looked over at Lindsey and got this gut feeling that shit was about to go down..
BB: Baby, it's not what you think.
Cindy: Oh, really? So tell me, what is it then.
Lindsey looks as if she's about to say something to Cindy, but Cindy quickly cuts her off.
Cindy: Girl, if you even say one word to me I'll bust both of those implants right now.
Lindsey backs off as I walked up to Cindy, attempting to hold her hand.
BB: Cindy, she's just a friend.
Lindsey: Just a friend? Really, Brandon?
I was quite the mess right now. However, I knew what I had to do.
BB: Yeah, just a friend. I.. I thought I could do this, but I can't.. I mean, could you not tell by how distant I've been toward you?
That shit hurt to say. Lindsey didn't deserve it, but there was no way that I'd lose Cindy for someone who my friends told me was nicknamed, Turbo-Slut..
I hate whores.
I turned back around to look at Cindy and I saw the sorrow in her eyes.
BB: Baby?
Cindy looked down toward the ground and began to tear up. She then hit me with something I was not expecting.
Cindy: I'm pregnant, Brandon.
My jaw dropped, as did Lindsey's.
BB: What?
Cindy: What are you fuckin' deaf? I said I'm pregnant.
I knew Cindy was telling me the truth, since I was supposed to go too the doctors with her today but I slept in. Typical me.
BB: I-- I...
I was lost for words.
Cindy: But don't worry, Brandon. I'm not your problem anymore.
Cindy then took off. I turned around and looked at Lindsey who looked shocked.
BB: I'm sorry, but.. I have to go.
I didn't even let her speak before I took off and chased Cindy through the mall. The least of my concerns was how Lindsey felt, and although it sounds greedy, you'd do the same thing if your wife told you she was pregnant.
I continued to follow Cindy all the way to the parking lot, where I finally got her to stop.
BB: Cindy, please. Just listen to me.
Cindy: What, Brandon? What could you possibly say that could hurt even more then I already am?
I didn't want to hurt her. Never did, and never will. This girl was my soul mate and I wasn't about to lose her. Especially with her being pregnant again.
BB: I don't want to go through with the divorce, Cindy. I want to work things out.
For the first time in my life, I could feel the tears boiling up in my eyes.
BB: I'm not going to lie too you, baby. I was on a date with that girl, but the entire time I was with her, I tried to pretend that she was you.. But it just didn't work. She has nothing on you, and even my imagination couldn't make her you.
You could see a smile start to appear on Cindy's face.
BB: I need you in my life, Cindy. And although I know it's going to take a lot of work, I'd like to make us work..
No words can explain what I was feeling at that time. Cindy gazed into my eyes and she could see the sincerity in them. She then wrapped her arms around me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I knew her answer..
Cindy: Can we go home?
I smiled.
BB: Not the one I destroyed, right?
She couldn't help to giggle.
Cindy: I meant your moms, silly. I miss her so much.
BB: That feeling was mutual, Cindy. Come on.. Lets go home.
I put my arm around her as we began to walk off into the parking lot, looking for my Navigator.
BB: Wait.. Didn't you drive here?
Cindy: Yeah. Not a big deal, though. I'll have my dad come and get the car.
I nodded and continued to head toward my Navigator. The scene fades to black with a visual of Brandon Banks and Cindy Parker back together.. Again.